Lover : A Book Of Heartbreaks

💕40| Vulnerable

VULNERABLE

I got these feelings that I couldn't control.

One of them is you who got away from my arms.

They always torture me with memories of you, I started to drown into the waters of misery.

I couldn't breathe and my lungs are filled waves, I sunk deep by my ocean tears, losing you was one of my fears.

I need somebody to cheer me up, a shoulder to cry on, and a friend I could tell with.

These sheets wouldn't be warm without your presence.

I was a fool to think to let you go and love someone else.

Completely wasted because of you tonight.

I couldn't find antidote to heal my pain.

Sadness still lingers inside my mind and soul.

I never thought I fall hard in love, I got insane when you don't love me anymore.

I cried until there's no tears left to cry.

I screamed on top of my lungs until the pain inside of me would fade.

I wanted to curse your name until my anger would burst out.

I hated you and it hurts so bad that you are happier without me.

Did it ever cross your mind? When my life was messed up like hell?

Did you think it was okay to left me behind? When I sunk myself in misery without any of my friends come to help me.

Your heart was nothing like a anesthesia.

You don't feel for what I had felt, you don't care if my eyes poured out in tears.

Truth hurts when you walked outside the door as the new lover awaits you to come back home.

I was caught in between of lost and found,
waiting for you to love me again safe and sound.

--- I caught myself crying again by this stupid love of yours, and darling you left me with the silence of rejection.

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November 18 2019

A/N: I dedicated this poem to @-Slytherin-Queen

Anyway, ten last poems to update before this poetry book ends.

I know. Guys. So hopefully you like it.

--- MmTt11

# 10 poems left before book one ends