Lover : A Book Of Heartbreaks

✳️26| I'm So Tired

I'M SO TIRED

In the sea of dancing bodies. There I stood alone in the back of the room.

I was sick about the party. Everybody around me was falling in love.

I felt suffocated and so out of place.

This pain inside of my chest wouldn't fade
away.

When two lovers kissed in front of my bored eyes.

I hated them and this shot I couldn't take it.

It couldn't made me strong, so I hold on.

They spend my time with their playful smiles and laughters.

I rolled my eyes about their happily ever afters.

These strangers killed me with my lonely nights.

They had reminded me of you, on how you betrayed and suffered me with a scar.

I tried to erase our theme song in my chaotic mind.

It made me lost to our memories and slowly it aches my heart so bad.

I had waited this moment for so long, to walk outside the door.

I don't bother to look back and I had enough of this feeling anymore.

My skin was been kissed by the air of rejection.

In the streets, I'd fallen down to my knees, tears spilled out from my eyes.

Drunk by the bottle of jealousy

I felt powerfless by this love, so broken and empty without you.

I tried to stand up independently from my own.

Tonight, I wanted to go home.

- I'm so tired of love, about us. I tried to breathe to let go and move on with my life.