Lover : A Book Of Heartbreaks

💕42| December

DECEMBER

I counted up the days and the nights grew colder as my heart was been trapped frozen when I knew you had a lover.

Every time I stared at reflection of the window, memories of us had pulled me back into the nostalgic caves.

I couldn't feel that same warmth without you, I cried in tears while I watched them vanished along with the ember of your love.

I drowned deep into the sea of your lies, waves filled up my lungs and I couldn't breathe by your deceptions.

My chest felt so heavy, a stone of realization hits me hard, when you said you love him even better than me.

You said I was a waste of your time, another garbage in your eyes, another pesticide that ruined your life, it hurts you used me as a human toy.

I recalled those times you stared at me with your cold eyes, an icy splinter struck inside of me, straight into my blood stream, I was deeply cursed because of you.

I wrote a romantic poetry, a piece of my love for you, half of me was torn apart when you burned them all with hatred.

Every minute I felt the your flames of rejection, this feeling I had gone worst when you walked out the door that night.

Your words burned the hell inside of me, when you said you don't love me anymore.

The cords of you still connected inside of my mind, it always haunts me every single night.

- Even though you don't remember any trace of me, darling I was trapped in the middle of December. 

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November 20 2019

A/N: This poem is dedicated to ShyReader741

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---MmTt11