Lover : A Book Of Heartbreaks

💠15| The Ghost Of You

THE GHOST OF YOU

Late at night, I was wide awake. It is when my heart had rise and fall like a roller coaster.

It is when I drowned deep into my emotions.

It is when the worst feelings had become my enemy.

Every time, I saw your innocent face, pure and angelic, your lips was sweet, and your eyes are like stars in the sky, shining bright.

You made my heart beat fast, my tears started to fall down to my cheeks.

Whenever I got closer to you, you faded in the air and dissappeared in front of my shocked face.

I don't know if I could ever see you again.

When I would ever touch your beautiful face and how I could kiss your soft lips once more, if I only see it in my blissful dream.

When I would have the sense of feeling happy?

I'm no longer believe in second chances, because without your presence tonight.

I was completely nothing, feeling so broken and lonely.

Waves of despair filled my lungs, I choked in tears, it is hard for me to let go this feeling I felt inside.

Every second, I felt my body is giving up.

Something in your eyes made me sunk deep into our memories, like a recorded tape.

My mind was haunted to the core, I think I felt dizzy and was overdosed by euphoria, as the voices kept me all night.

I couldn't imagine how hard to live this life without you.

I couldn't find you anywhere, this sheets wouldn't be warm anymore without your heat.

Without your presence, I was fucking tired with this miserable life.

I wished I could hold on another night, I don't know how to control my emotions and I felt I was overspeeding.

Like in the end of road, my car crashed, as well as my soul and sanity was broken.

- - - No matter what I do, I couldn't turn the clock to rewind, and every night I was haunted by the ghost of you.