Lover : A Book Of Heartbreaks

✳️29| Puppet

PUPPET

Right from the very start, you'd controlled me like a lifeless robot.

I wore the collar of suffocation, while strings attached all over my body.

I couldn't move from my own, every move must be approve by you.

Because your eyes are like a surveillance camera.

I wanted to escape and end my misery, as you held my life with captivity.

You're always up for something dramatic, like you had a theatre stage, while everyone could see how fucked up my life is.

In front of thousands of people, I felt utterly shamed.

I heard their obnoxious laughters, lingering inside my mind, over and over again.

In my life, I felt the pure humility and I was so stupid to follow your crazy orders.

Don't you know you are sadistic?

I was jealous in every night you'd slept perfect.

While I was over here, hanging my world upside down.

It hurts that you used me as a toy, a part of your amusement, another thing you could throw away in the trash bin.

It hurts you don't love me as a human being, you no longer care for what I'd felt inside,

I wished for my freedom and I had enough for this selfish game of yours.

You choked me up with your sweet lies, I was dumb to swallow them whole, feeling so diabetic by your deception.

- - -  I hoped I could cut these black strings of captivity, and girl I felt like a puppet.