Chapter 34
I look at the guys and they had the same look on their faces as I had, fear. I feared what was about to happen within the next half hour. I turn back to Niall and peck his lips sweetly before getting off his lap and exiting the car, very slowly if I might add. We all get out and the boys start taking out their luggage, Niall being the last one to lug his suitcase out of the trunk and shut the lid. My stomach knots tighten as we walk into the airport, there weren't any fans due to that we didn't let anyone know they were leaving.
Niall's arm was around my waist as we enter and Zayn goes the the desk to get their tickets, and at that moment, I break down. I hug Niall tightly as I cry into his chest, letting all the tears that I have been holding back all day flow out of my eyes. I feel Niall head fit into my neck and he starts to cry as well.
"I can't do this..." He sobs into my ear, the same thing he said in my nightmare. His words are like a knife to the heart an I start to cry even harder, accidentally leaving tear stains on his shirt. A few minutes later I start to get my composure back as I lift my head to face him.
"I can't do this either but we have to..." I say, trying to be strong but the sound that came out sounded like I was going to break down again.
"I shouldn't have to say goodbye to you, you're my fiancé. " he responds, sobbing between each couple of words and taking my left hand and looking down at my ring.
"I can't hurt you again, I can't do this to you. I promised you I would never hurt you and I do every time I say goodbye." He adds, his sobs getting louder and tears flowing more frequently out of both of our eyes.
"It only hurts because I love you so much, but I always know we will be together again, that's what gets me through." I say, starting to calm the both of us down a bit. People were looking at us with sympathetic stares, seeing our puffy red eyes yet still full of love and needing for each other. He pulls me in for another tight hug and let's me go to say goodbye to the rest of the guys.
I go to each of them, just like before, give them a hug and a kiss on the cheek and tell them I'm going to miss them. They start to cry a bit once I go up to the next one. I go back up to Niall and before I could say anything, he crashes his lips into mine with a sweet, passionate kiss. Our lips move in sync as I wrap my arms around his neck and his hands move from my waist to my neck, slowly moving his thumbs across my jawline. I can feel his tears fall from his eyes and fall onto my cheeks and we both let go slowly form what felt like five minutes but was probably more like ten.
I smile at him as he smiles back for a quick second, then envelopes me in arms again as we both start to tear up. I can hear him sniffle from crying earlier. I look up to see Louis put a hand on Niall's shoulder.
"C'mon mate, if we don't leave soon then we will miss our flight." He says, the sound in his voice knowing that was what Niall was trying to make them do.
'This can't be it! So soon?!?' I think to myself as I look up at Niall.
"No! I can't do this to her! Not again!" He yells, causing a few people to look over. My nightmare is coming to an end, except its turned into reality. Niall stares straight into my eyes, hypnotizing me with his beautiful shade of blue.
"I love you, y/n." he says, swallowing down the lump in his throat.
"I love you too Niall." I say, now noticing the lump in my throat.
"Goodbye babe..." He says, on the verge of breaking down and crying again.
"Goodbye Hun." I return him. He kisses me one last time, the spark as real as ever, and slowly walks away, looking back every so often and then slowly disappears into the sea of people.....
Author's Note:
Told you it would come quickly! Hehe. Well I am dedicating this part to my friend Nicole! She is awesome and you should so go fan her @creativecrave! She's like one of my best friends and has a really good Liam fanfic called Fighter. Thanks for reading and pleeeease comment and vote!!
