What I Need

13: We exist to make mistakes

A/N

I died. Christmas is coming. I'm sorry. I don't know what to say :0

Please forgive my almost two month lack of update.. I am struggling but I promise I am trying and have kept some chapters already written for consistency.

"Lisa." Seulgi pulls away in a moment. Lisa's eyes glow with interest as she looks back Seulgi.

"Well, then." The older girl says vaguely, clearing her throat.

Lisa's lips tug upwards and her heartbeat rises by each second. The high of kissing Kang Seulgi throws her off course. The rush hits her hard.

Lisa barely struggles to make words at her awe, "Yeah." She replies goofily. Seulgi giggles and Lisa can't deny the fact that the girl is very pretty (though the reason maybe because her lips knew how to function.)

It was definitely a new feeling, kissing was plain. Kissing wasn't anything sky shattering or ground breaking. Itwas the same process again and again without doubt, but here she was in doubt.

Seulgi was different.

Was it exactly anything new?

No - she comes to a quick conclusion.

Lisa sucks up these feelings she doesn't want to face. The warmth in her chest fading to her relief and slight - just very very very slight - disappointment.

"You're quite straightforward, hm?" Lisa attempts to reedem herself at the dry response from just a few seconds ago. Seulgi smiles riddled and curls up into a ball, gathering her knees to her chest.

"Why'd you kiss me?" She asks when Seulgi doesn't show much response.

With her eyelashes batting in an attempt to use her unadmittedly working charm, Seulgi's eyes curved up with her smile. "Aren't I supposed to be the one asking why you kissed me?" Her voice is filled with cheerfulness and expectance.

"Most people don't ask questions they know the answer to," Lisa shrugs playfully and Seulgi pouts her lips. "There's fun in it, no?"

"I suppose." Lisa leans back into her bed. Seulgi scoffs in a teasing manner, "Miss girl, really trying her best to look cool." She shakes her head in disapproval.

"Attacks just because I won't answer?"

"If you don't answer you're a loser." She says as she sticks her tongue out childishly. Lisa slightly snorts at that, "Oh no!" She responds enthusiastically.

"I can't be a loser!" Lisa's hands make big gestures. Seulgi's smile grows wider.

Seulgi leans in once more, "Let me try again." She raises a finger. "Why'd. You. Kiss. Me?" She taps the top of Lisa's nose for every word.

Lisa raises an eyebrow. "Cause. I. Wanted. To." She replies by copying Seulgi's gestues.

"How about you?" Lisa turns the tables and Seulgi clicks her tongue. "It isn't obvious?" She leans her head in amusement.

"Words hold more power than invisibility." Lisa says, acting wise.

"Stop the cool act." Seulgi rolls her eyes and Lisa laughs.

"Alright, if that's what you want." Lisa tugs on Seulgi's wrist, urging her to move closer. The older girl obediently does so, immediately shuffling towards her direction.

Lisa wears a warm smile as she speaks, "I want to know what is happening," She tucks a hair behind Seulgi's ear. Seulgi's eyes falter at the sweet action, but they harden when she realizes she had fell into her trap.