Feelings

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"I really like you Jeon Jungkook."

Those words kept repeating in his thoughts, it's 2 am in the morning already and he haven't got a sleep yet. He looked at the wall...

"He could be sleeping soundly now— why he always play with my heart?" Jungkook said while pouting (a/n u know that video where he pouts whenever he whines or talk.) and drawing some small heart shapes on the wall.

Taehyung has been rolling over and over again on his bed. "Did I surprise my bunny? I was so brave gay for confessing just like that." He talked to himself.

"I really like you Jungkook." Taehyung said.

Jungkook just looked at him and started eating then after eating he just shrugged Taehyung's words as if the older did not say anything.

"I am going back inside my room. I— If y—you need me– no something. You can knock." Jungkook said then went to his room without looking at Taehyung again.

"Shit! I need to talk to him." Taehyung said and decided to knock on Jungkook's door.

Jungkook heard a knock and his heart is beating again. As if someone was about to kill him... he slowly opened the door.

"I can't sleep." Taehyung started.

Jungkook who was just peeking at the door.

"Me— me too." He answered stuttering.

"Can I sleep here?" Taehyung asked.

"Or do you want to sleep with me?" Taehyung asked again.

Jungkook's cheeks becomes crimson red again.

"Shit– wait sorry. What I mean let's sleep in one bed? I mean we are both guys and friends right? I mean though I like you— I can be still your friend right?" Taehyung asked.

Jungkook looked at him. "I am sorry. I should not have pressuring you—" Taehyung was about to leave when Jungkook pulled the hem of his shirt.

"Ahh— we can sleep at the living room like the other day?" Jungkook suggested.

Taehyung showed his boxy smile... "yes of course! Wait me there okay!" Taehyung said then picked some pillows in his bed then went to the soft carpeted floor of them and laid there comfortably he patted the free space in his side. Jungkook seats next to him...

"Just use my arm as your pillow." Taehyung said.

Jungkook complied then— The next thing he knows Taehyung was spooning him. Jungkook was surprised—

"You don't have to answer my confession... it was just I confessed to answer your question why I suddenly change. I am sorry if I was so rude to you..." Taehyung said...

"Good night." Taehyung added then also sleep.

The two woke up late of course, Jungkook was the first one to get up. He stared Taehyung sleeping features again... "how could this man fall for someone like me?" He asked himself. He shakes his head... he need to talk to his mother a.k.a sister Haru.

He went to take a bath and change his clothes... then left the house. When Taehyung woke, Jungkook wasn't around he sighed in dismay... because it could be Jungkook avoiding him again...

After some hours he was back to the orphanage again... the children that he left not so long ago run to him and hugged him.

"Oppa!" The girls said.

"Hyung!" The boys said.

"We miss you so much!" They all said in chorus, of course Jungkook hugged them all back.

Sister Haru saw the commotion at the entrance so she wondered who was the children hugging.

"Ehh— Jeon Jungkook?" She started.

"Sister Haru!!! Jungkook hyung is back!" A little boy said jumping in excitement.

"Children go inside your room okay? The lunch will be cooked soon. So go inside and take a bath." She said, and all of the children followed her.

"What brings you here son?" Sister Haru asked.

"Can we talk? Please?" Jungkook started... feeling shy because he will be talking about this feeling for Taehyung... and Taehyung confessing to him.

"Yes of course." Sister Haru answered.

"So what is that you wanted to talk about?"

"Sister Haru... ITHINKILIKETAEHYUNGHYUNG." Jungkook said. He was talking so fast that sister Haru could not understand what he said.

"Wait— sorry but what?" She asked again.

"I think I like Taehyung hyung — but he confessed to me first and told me that I should not pressure myself with his sudden confession— he is sweet but— I know it was wrong he is the son of the person who gives me scholarship, they won't get anything from me." Jungkook said then lowered his head.

"Aigoo Jungkookie— love is not about... what you will get or what you will receive. If you like him... then tell him." Sister Haru said.

"I used to love someone — and I was not able to say it..." Sister Haru opened her story to the younger.

"You what? You love someone?" Jungkook asked surprised.

"You silly child. Of course I did— I experience falling in love but never told him what I feel because that time... he was already engage to my best friend." She said.

"Your best friend? You mean — Taehyung's mother?!" Jungkook asked his eyes almost left him.

"So you love mr. Kim?" Jungkook asked...

"Loved— it's all in the past now." She said.

"He is just a good friend of mine and a good sponsor of our orphanage." She added.

"But what I am trying to say here is... you can love anyone you like... but just know your limitations. In my case there is already a limit and boundaries. But in your case— there is no limit. Tell him how you like him... since he likes you too." Sister Haru said winking at him.

"I need to go now... you need to leave too. Like I am sure you left without telling him where are you going." She said.

Jungkook hugged her... feeling bad to her love story.

"I will confess to him too!" Jungkook said.

"Aww— that's my son." She said and patted Jungkook's head.

Jungkook came back to Seoul— and if he could just leave now he already did... why the hell on earth this is happening to him? Like when he realized that he likes Taehyung— the ex-girlfriend is back— like for what reason?

Jungkook looked at her.

"You must be Jeon Jungkook? Taehyung's roommate?" She said sitting on the sofa.

He looked at Taehyung who was just glaring at her too.

"I am his girlfriend—"

"Ex-girlfriend." Jungkook corrected her boldly.

"Ah— oh yeah his ex-girlfriend but we will be back together too—" she was not able to finish her words.

"You will never be back together again because — Taehyung hyung —" he looked at Taehyung.

"Because? What?" She asked giving him a playful smirk.

"Because it was prohibited to date in the apartment!" Jungkook said then run to his room.

"Leave now Jane." Taehyung said annoyed then went to his room too.

Jungkook was sobbing in embarrassment and in jealousy like Jane was so pretty looking so fancy, gorgeous and rich—

"I hate you hyung— I really like you..." he said between his sobs.

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