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Nothing had gone how Castiel had imagined they would, she was supposed to let him in and then explain what the hell had happened between the two of them and move on. However, no her dick of a husband had to tell him to get lost. Maybe this was some sort of denial yet Castiel really thought that they would make up right away.

Everything had come crashing down, Y/N simply didn't want to see him... She had told him, she came out the door when he went to leave saying some awful things to him. Saying that she couldn't believe he would show up here and try to ruin everything for her once again.

The raven-haired man knew that he was in a condition to drive after crying on his steering wheel for hours on end. So he fell asleep there. I mean where else was he supposed to go? His car and the clothes that he bore were basically all he had left, with only fifty dollars in his wallet he would be lucky to have enough money to get home in time...

In time to see his father get buried. In time to watch another chapter of memories fade away.

"What the hell," He whispered banging his head lightly against the steering wheel.

Nothing could ever go right for the poor blue-eyed man even if he wanted them to. Simply because he was himself at least he guessed that much... This time though he didn't simply cry for one thing. He cried for everything. He hated his life at the moment and he hated himself for letting it get this horrible. He hated himself.

"Oh, what the hell," Everything, everything just kept getting worse and worse by the second it was honestly a miracle that he made it this far. Thus it's even more of a miracle that he fell asleep that night.

Castiel woke up to banging, he leaped awake startled that someone was going to hurt him. However, he quickly came to the realization that he was still in the car and calmed down Although he then realized that there still was the banging. He glanced around quickly, seeing nothing except the car and his bare window,  however, once he glanced to his left there seems to be a different story.

Whilst Y/N was standing right next to the window looking more pissed than ever. "What is it?" Castiel questioned rolling his window down to meet her cold hand gaze.

The opening of the window let the cool air in causing goosebumps to form across his skin. "Why are you here?" She questioned glancing at him through fury.

"I fell asleep," He mumbled trailing off at the end not knowing what else to say it was the truth after all he didn't know why she was so pissed.

"Are you still here to get back at me? Because I really don't need this right now," She explained whilst he rubbed the sleep out of his eyes imagining he was dreaming like the other time however this was really Y/N. The only thing that was the truth from his dream was the fact that she had a boyfriend or a husband he wasn't quite sure.

"Who the hell would I be trying to get back at you?" He questioned through disbelief eyes wide. "You're the one that sent the flowers ... You must still care," Y/N scoffed avoiding his iron gaze crossing her arms.

"Well, I-"

"It's time for me to go anyways- Thanks for waking me up," Castiel put the key in the ignition and went to go start the car.

"Wait Cas look I'm sorry-"

"I came here to apologize to you, when you should be the one apologizing to me," He explained through gritted teeth. "I thought you would have changed, I thought you would have been sorry for what you've done to me- But I should have known you didn't one bit," He snapped going to roll up the window.

However, she put her arm in the way. "Please Cas let me make it up to you, look I'm a little angry about the past but I'll get over it I can-"

"Why the hell are you angry about it?" He questioned anger fuming before him.

This had been what he wanted all along for her to apologize and explain herself, explained what had happened in the past and why she did what she did. Yet now he didn't want that now she was forced and he knew that now he didn't want an apology from someone like her.

This wasn't going to end up like his dream that was for sure. She wasn't his friend anymore she was fake. She was nothing except someone that had hurt him over and over again without warning.

He didn't want that anymore and knew that he was a fool for even trying. "Why the hell should you be angry about it? If anything I should be angry about the past-"

"Because you have no idea what I've gone through that's why I was angry you're here it means that the past is coming back," She explained causing him to be the one to scoff at this time.

"Maybe I have no idea because you shut me out... You left me in the dark and hurt me when you knew that I was already broke " He explained angrily. "So tell me- What the hell was going on that gave you the right to treat me the way that you did?"

"Please, Cas just let me explain," She whispered voice so low he almost couldn't hear.

He almost said no until her beautiful eyes met his ocean blue people all he could be met by was hurt- Hurt clouded her the trees and boy did he hate to see this woman hurt even if the woman he was gazing on now wasn't the person in which he used to know.

"Explain then," He murmured almost ready to take back his words and regret them... However, suddenly she could be found in the passenger seat of his car explaining everything, this time for real.

"Wow," Castiel gasped his hand over his face to cover his shock. "Wow,"

"I should have never treated you that way Cas, you're right that I shouldn't have treated you poorly because I was hurting myself, that isn't right and I know that sorry isn't enough but thank you for listening... At Least now you know everything," She explained never meeting his eyes, her hand could be found on the handle of the car door, however, once she was about to leave his voice had cut her off.

"You were abused and I didn't even know it..." He whispered fully letting her words sink in.

"Cas..."

"You told me that you were excited about your father coming home, and then he did that to you... I'm sorry Y/N I should have known," He whispered a foul taste in his mouth while his heart was in his throat. "That's fucking horrible,"
"It's the past now Cas," She tried to reassure only to fail miserably as it all comes rushing back and the tears clouding her eyes. "Look I should go... It was really nice seeing you-"

"No-" He blurted mentally face-palming himself however then gaining some courage he didn't even know he had up until then. "I mean- Yeah no don't go... You should stay,"

"I can't I have classes and then I have to get back to Y/B/N-"

"Is he your boyfriend?" Castiel questioned curiously glancing at her beside him.

"He's my brother actually,"