Falling For Your Fins

Ten- My heart sank like a pebble being dropped in water.

The rain outside splattered and slid down my window in my bedroom as I gazed out at the marina. My mind was still a blur, but one thing was clear.
How could he?
Why would he ever do this to me?
He lied.
Everything between us was a lie. A sick game to him. I couldn't believe how foolish I had been. I felt so stupid right now. I should've known I wasn't good enough.
I wish yesterday was just gone. I just wish everything was back to the way it was.
But I can't change what happened. Nobody can now.
My secret has been exposed, and he hates me now probably.
I dropped my head down onto my knees in sadness.
Nobody would ever love me.
And I was stupid to think that. someone maybe did.
I didn't know that humans could produce this much tears over a course of two days.
But I cried.
I cried so hard and long.
By the end of the melt down, I was laying in the darkness of my room on my bed, staring at the ceiling, reflecting... Remembering... Regretting...
"Fiona... I like you..."
His words stuck and echoed in my head as my mind replayed him running away from me in fear.
He lied.
Another tear escaped my eye as I thought.
It cascaded down to my neck and I didn't even bother brushing it away.
My door then squeaked open and I instantly pretended to be asleep.
I could hear my mom sigh and close the door slowly.
I opened my eyes again and reached for my phone.
My heart sank like a pebble being dropped in water.
Not even one message.
My breath hitched in sadness again, but I instantly pushed it down.
No. I would not be weak over this.
I was moving with the pod in about two weeks, and I needed to be the best I could be.
I angrily opened my phone and found his contact.
And with the swipe of my index finger...
I deleted it.
I tossed my phone across the room with a thunk and I flopped back down on my bed, choking out more sobs.
Why did I fall for a human...?
Why... Why... Why...
My heart longed for the water even more now. I wanted to escape this horrible human world.
I wanted freedom away from all this heartbreak, pain, and sadness...
But I know I would never forget how stupid I was for thinking he would ever like me for who I am.
I'm a fish for crying out loud.
That just broke my heart.
The only noise you could hear was my quiet heartbreaking crying, and the pit pattering of the rain on my window as the sun went down.
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-ThatDerpyPegasus