She's Mine

Chapter 12

Rafs pov.

Warning sexual content

"Your a virgin?" I whisper in disbelief "but I thought....what those fuckers did, what your father said....." I say in confusion as she shakes her head, tears slowly escaping from her eyes. "I lied to them, I said I'd lost my virginity in high school so my 'father' couldn't sell it, so they stopped trying to rape me because I was a 'virgin', I lied so THEY couldn't take it, like they had taken everything else from me, My father beat me for weeks, but It's the only thing I have that's mine and I had to fight so much to keep it raf" she says quietly but breaks into sobs at the end. I move off her to lay on my side and pull her to me, stroking her hair and kissing the top of her head. Jesus, they really did torture her in almost every way possible. "My nightmares, it's always of them assaulting me and trying to rape me raf, they tried to take it from me so many times but I fought back!" She sobs "they would of taken it if you hadn't of saved me from them that night at the bar" she sobs harder "shh Mia it's ok, it's still yours, no one will take that from you unless YOU choose to give it to them, your safe here, I won't let anyone hurt you anymore, I promise" I whisper quietly to her as she sniffles and wipes her eyes. "Raf, I want you to take it, you care about me, I want to loose it to you, please" she sniffles, her eyes pleading with me. "Mia, I really care about you, more than you know, but your upset right now, there's no rush, you need to think about what your asking" I say back as I stroke her tear stained cheek gently. "I know what I'm asking raf" she whispers as she leans in to me, her lips brushing against mine "your the only person That's ever cared about me raf, I want to give it you" she whispers as she kisses me softly "do you care about me?" She whispers against my lips "yes, I care about you, a lot" I whisper back against her lips. "Then please, show me, stop my nightmares, show me how you feel about me" she whispers as she pulls away and slowly pulls my T-shirt up and off herself, leaving her completely naked apart from my boxers, she grabs my face and crashes her lips against mine. I return her kiss, matching the passion and need in hers. She pulls me to her as she lays back on my bed and I move on top of her deepening the kiss, our tongues fighting for dominance. I slowly run my hand up her soft stomach, but stop as I brush her breast with my finger tips. "Please raf" she whispers breathlessly against my lips, then kisses me deeply. My hand moves up to her breast, her big, perky, perfect breast and I squeeze it gently as she quietly moans into my mouth. I gently palm her breast and tease her erect nipple, pinching it she gasps and rocks her hips against me. I break our kiss and start to trail kisses softly down her neck, over her collar bone, down to her breasts, I gently bite down on her nipple as I squeeze her breast in my hand making her cry out and arch her back. I continue kissing down her perfect body till I get to the waistband of my boxers she's wearing. I gently hook my fingers into the waist band and slowly pull them down her legs, my eyes never leaving hers, I pull them off and look down at her beautiful body admiring her, she's perfect, from her beautiful parted pouty lips, her perfect breasts, to her amazing curves and tiny waist. I gently push her legs apart as I lower my head down to her perfect glistening Pussy, I slowly lick up her wet folds making her gasp loudly and arch her back off the bed, I hold her hips down as I flick my tongue over her clit, she bucks her hips so I tighten my grip on her, holding her down as my mouth devours her Sweet centre. Her moans fill the room as she writhes around in pleasure and my tongue continues it's assault on her sweet wet centre, as I plunge my tongue inside her she lets out loud moan after loud moan, making my throbbing cock ache to be buried deep inside her. I suck and massage her clit with my mouth and tongue as I gently ease a finger inside her, her pussy tightens around my finger as her breathing comes out in raged pants, I can tell she's getting close, I slowly pull my finger in and out of her, she's so wet and tight, fuck!. "RAFFFF!!! OH GOD!!!" She screams as she grips the bed sheets hard, her body writhing and shaking in pleasure as she comes hard around my finger. I've never been so turned on as I am right now, watching her come undone from what I'm doing to her, I lick my lips as i slowly crawl over her, I crash my lips to hers so she can taste herself. She kisses me back hard as her hands find the waistband of my boxers, she pulls at them trying to get them down, "Raf... please" she quietly begs me as we break away from our kiss. I sit up on my knees and pull my boxers down and off. "Oh fuck" she breathes out loudly "will that fit? Will it hurt?" She whispers in question, "it will fit and it will hurt the first time Baby, but the pain won't last long, are you sure you want to do this? We can stop right now" I ask her as I watch her, shes just staring at my dick with wide eyes. she snaps out of it and suddenly grabs my hand, she pulls me to her placing my hand on her breast "I want this, I want you, please, I don't want to stop" she whispers as she pulls me to her. She kisses me passionately as I position myself between her legs, I slowly stroke the tip of my cock up and down her soaking wet folds, she gasps against my mouth as she pushes her wet pussy against my cock, "Mia" I breathe out, "Ill show you how I feel about you" I whisper as she moans against my lips, the friction of my cock rubbing against her pussy driving her crazy, and me. "Show me" she whimpers back with need in her voice. I position my cock at her dripping entrance, with small, slow strokes I start to gently ease into her, fuck she feels so good, so wet, so tight! I gently ease myself into her so gently as she crys out in pain griping onto my shoulders, digging her nails into my skin, she whimpers and sucks in a breath as she winces. " This parts going to hurt, you sure your ok? Are you sure you want this?" I ask her in concern, I want her to be sure, she nods her head yes in response while she stares up into my eyes, I thrust quickly into her the rest of the way, breaking the barrier that was her virginity making her scream out at the top of her lungs, I kiss her as she crys out against my lips and stay still inside her letting the pain subside, "are you ok?" I whisper to her putting my forehead against hers, "yes" she winces in reply, her pussy gripping my cock tightly. When I feel her start to relax I start to move slowly, first with small movements then with long gentle strokes. I can tell she's starting to feel pleasure more than pain so I increase my thrusts, fuck she feels amazing. I squeeze her breast firmly with my hand as I slowly make love to her, her moans getting louder and louder as she claws at my back, her body writhing underneath me in pleasure. Her breathing becomes fast and heavy, and the beautiful sounds of pleasure consuming her fill the room, I feel her tightening around my throbbing cock, I thrust into her gently,  in and out of her dripping wet pussy, I can tell she's getting close, I am too. I thrust a bit harder and she lets out the loudest cry of pleasure, I keep thrusting into her, "FUCK RAF.... IM GONNA CUM!" She screams, I keep going, pushing her over the edge to reach her orgasm, she screams as her body shakes and her pussy pulses around me as she cums hard, fuck I'm going to cum! I quickly pull out of her just in time as I cum all over her stomach. I lean over her, watching her come down from her high, I admire her beautiful naked body underneath me, my cum all over her stomach. I grab my boxers and wipe my cum off her before I lay down next to her and pull her into my arms, both of us still breathless from our lovemaking. Wait lovemaking? Was that lovemaking? Fuck! I've never done that before, I've never made love to anyone, it's like my emotions had taken over the whole time we were having sex. Then realisation hits me.... she's mine now, she wanted me, she gave me something she's fought so hard to keep, she chose me to give it to, we made love, we didn't just fuck.... did I just show her I loved her? Do I love her? I look down at her as I hold her, stoking her back gently, fuck I definitely feel a lot of things towards her, is this love? When you never want to let go of that person, you can't get them off your mind, you would do anything for them? Even kill or die for them?. Wait She's quiet is she ok?, "are you ok baby?" I ask her quietly, Does she regret it? Did I hurt her? She lifts her head up to look at me, a smile plastered across her beautiful face "I'm Better than ok" she says back quietly as she places a soft kiss to my lips. "That was amazing raf" she whispers as she lays her head back on my chest. "That's how you feel about me?" She asks as she tilts her head up to look at me, smiling. "yes mia, it is" I tell her smiling back at her, stroking the side of her beautiful face with my thumb. She nuzzles her head against my chest smiling contently to herself "it's how I feel about you too" she whispers quietly before she drifts off to sleep on my chest wrapped in my arms. I could lay like this forever with her. I hold her tightly to me and kiss her head, and Before long I start drifting off too.