Swear || a.i [editing in progress]

UNEDITED

I lost a lot.

Not a lot of weight. I gained that. I lost interest in almost everything. I lost interest in talking, writing, reading, everything.

The pregnancy was getting to my head as I reached the peak of my 7th month mark.

I sat on my bed reading some book that Elliot had given me. It was great but way wayyyy to cheesy.

After reading for another ten minutes, I folded the page and closed the book before throwing it on my bed carelessly and getting out of the soft mattress.

I heard the TV outside was turned on.

Elliot must've been home.

I walk out the door and looked at a couch, to see a brunette boy with really cute features on his face.

"Bay, you're awake!" Elliot said from the kitchen, completely forgetting about the boy on our couch watching the TV.

"Yeah, it's like 4pm. And who's the dude?"I asked. The dude looked over to me and waved.

"The dude is my friend Oliver. We are actually having a double date with his girlfriend and Cassidy later on." Elliot explained, downing a cup of water before walking out the kitchen to the living room where I stood motionlessly.

Cassidy and Elliot made up a week ago. I'm guessing she has sorted out the whole Luke thing.

"And, how does that concern me?" I blinked a few times.

"Oh, the date is here." Well. That was going to be awkward.

"Then what'd you want me to do?" I laugh nervously. I'm not gonna be some awkward fifth wheel. Hell no.

Been there done that, never going back.

"Just sit around." Elliot shrugged and slumped onto the couch with Oliver.

"Are you cooking?" I questioned.

Knowing my brother, probably not.

"Nope. Ordering pizza." He said again.

"Of course." I sigh and go back into my room. The pain in my back overwhelmed me as I fell back onto my bed.

I missed Ashton. I wanna call him so badly but I just can't. I can't call him or Calum.

They're being so dramatic. Its not like hearing their voices would change my mind or anything.

Okay maybe it would.

Since I couldn't call Calum or Ashton, I settled for Luke. I could tell ask him about Cassidy too.

I took my phone and rang Luke up.
After three rings, the familiar voice sounded on the other line.

"Hey Bay!" Luke says, he sounded tired and weary.

"Hi Luke." I greet.

I hear shuffling in the background and the chirpy voice of a certain redhead.

"Bay Quinn! Let me talk to her!"Michael shouts in the background. I hear Luke running away from Michael, telling him to go away.

I couldn't help but laugh. It feels good to hear from 5SOS and know they are fine.

"Hey Luke, how's...everything?" I ask, laying a hand on my bump.

"Everything? Well, Ashton and Calum are still sorting stuff out. They don't fight or anything. Michael is annoying as always and the tour is pretty good." Luke say, missing out on himself.

"Luke, that's not everything."

"Oh. I'm doing okay. Cassidy called the other day. She told me that she feels bad for leading me on and admitted that she did have feelings for me but that was history. Now I'm just some bubblegum pop rockstar heartthrob to her." A tinge of disappointment lingered in his voice.

I hesitated thinking whether or not I should tell him about Cassidy coming over for dinner.

I mean, I hate lying to him.

"Luke, Cassidy she-" I start. Well no turning back now.

"She's coming over for dinner with my brother and my brother's friends." I said, sitting up and resting my head on the headboard.

"Oh. Well I should've seen that coming." Luke sighed.

"I'm sorry if that wasn't what you wanted to hear." I apologized.

"N- I mean yeah that wasn't the best thing to hear at this point but I'm glad you told me." Luke laughed awkwardly.

"Good."

"Do you want to talk to Calum or Ashton?" Luke asks.

"No." I said a little too quickly.

"Oh why not? They have been dying to speak to you." Luke explained.

I sighed and rubbed my eyes. No, I can't.

"No. I don't think I should." Just then I heard the doorbell ring.

"Hey I'll call you back. I think Cassidy is here." I said.

"Yeah. I'll talk to you later." Luke bade. I wish there was some way I could help him get over Cassidy.

I walk out the room and to the front door. I opened the door as Elliot and Oliver sat on the couch.

"Hey Bay." Cassidy greeted before walking into our house. Behind her followed a familiar blonde. Way too familiar.

"Hello Bay Quinn."

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DUN DUN DUN. I'm sure you guys know who it is lol. Thanks for reading.

Btw sorry for the shortness of this update and the mistake in tenses. my tenses are fucked up.

-Sammy.