Absolutely Bitten (Sanders sides vampire au)

Chapter 4: Say What?!

Roman gets up off my lap and says.
"I'm booorreeddd, wanna watch a movie?"
"Sure Sir Sing a Lot." I smirk and he puts in Beauty and the Beast into his DVD player. Roman usually has the house to himself (if his twin isn't here being a total ass.) Seeing as both his parents work, and I guess Remus isn't that bad he's just weird and gross. He doesn't mean any harm though, at least I hope he doesn't. Roman presses play and about ten minutes in Roman's asleep. I smile at him and kiss his forehead. Then I start to get the feeling I'm being watched, Deceit can't possibly be here but my paranoia gets the best of me and I start looking around. Then I see him, a little black cat perched outside the window, he narrows his eyes at me and hops off the windowsill then scurries down the street. Shit. My heart drops, I don't know how long he was there but he did not look happy. I'm so screwed...

I get home almost scared to open the door. I open up the door, close it behind me.
"Virgil." Says a voice from behind me and I know it's him. I turn to face him and he has his arms crossed. I force a very nervous smile and say.
"Hey Deceit, w-what's up?"
"You know what." He scowls at me and I sigh, sitting down on the sofa. I watch him pace back and forth in front of me.
"D I'm really sorry I-"
"Sorry doesn't cut it Virgil, do you realise what kind of risk you just took?"
"I-I know D I just-" He cuts me off again.
"What were you thinking? Were you even thinking?" He continues to pace.
"Deceit he's not gonna tell anyone."
"You don't know that."
"I do or I wouldn't have told him!" I yell frustrated now. "I'm so sick of you thinking you know best and trying to control me all the time!"
"I'm sick of you not listening to me, I'm only doing it to protect you!" He yells back.
"Well mabey I don't need you to protect me!" Im at my feet and everything falls silent. The only thing I can hear is my heart pumping. Then I see how hurt he looks, I don't regret it until I see the glassy look in his eyes as he leaves, slamming the door behind him. Now I regret it.
"What's going on down here?" Dad comes downstairs.
"Nothing Dad it's..." I stare at the door then back at him. "Its fine." I say as I hurry to my room.
"Vigil?" I slam the door before he can start interrogating me and curse myself for ever yelling in the first place.

I lay down on my bed and stare up at the ceiling, I should probably go hunting but I'm not even hungry right now. Deceit said to go every night to avoid....bad things. I know why Deceit is the way he is, his parents were killed for being one of us but that was a long time ago, I think Deceit forgets just how much older he is than me. Deceit is at least a couple hundred years older than me, he just refuses to believe times have changed, and what happened last year certainly didn't change his mind. The day 'I went savage' as Deceit says, it's when a vampire's hunger takes over and causes then to want to suck the life from any living thing in their path. And that's just what I did, I was always ashamed of who I was. I felt like a monster, so I tried to act as 'normal' as possible that also meant not hunting. Deceit tried to tell me what I was getting myself into but I didn't listen. We were out one day, my stomach was literally turning and then a little black cat jumped up onto the wall next to me. Deceit tried to drag me away as soon as possible but I ran after it. He then found me in an alleyway sucking the poor thing dry. So now I hunt every night and he's always there to keep an eye on me, not just when I'm hunting. One time I looked out the window and there was a little bluebird staring at me, I knew it was him. I always do, no matter what animal he looks like I'll always see Deceit. So why did my anger blind me to see such an asshole?