Don't you see me now?
I think I'm falling, I'm falling for you,
Don't you need me?
I, I think I'm falling, I'm falling for you,
And on this night and in this light,
I think I'm falling, I'm falling for you
Maybe you'll change your mind
I think I'm falling, I think I'm falling
~ Falling For You, The 1975
Amber’s P.O.V.
It were the last two days I’d be staying in Germany and I’d be spending them with Calum. After I had breakfast I took a shower and got dressed into black skinny jeans (because black skinny jeans are life) and my new hoodie – a 5SOS merch hoodie. Don’t mind me, just supporting my boyfriends band.
The lads picked me up for some kind of band rehearsal thingy, and I listened to them practicing their new songs, my favourite being ‘unpredictable’. After some time, the lads left to get lunch and I was left with Calum.
He was placing his bass guitar on a table as he suddenly turned around to me with a stupid little smile on his face. “What?” He just smiled and picked up an acoustic guitar from next to the table. “Calum?” He said nothing.
“She said boy you better say you’re sorry, don’t think forgiveness will come easy, cause it’s all that I have to give, and boy, I get the strangest pleasure from just sitting on these city roof tops, and see the lights that go on for miles” he started to sing, doing a stupid little dance through the room while playing on the guitar. I started chuckling quietly.
“And I’m dreaming all the time my heart is racing, yeah, I’m dreaming all the time, won’t you be mine?”
And then he started going all crazy, jumping through the room as if he was performing in front of me, and started shouting out the lyrics louder but still hitting the right notes.
“AMBER LYNN, I’VE GOT THREE DAYS TO KEEP AWAY, I’VE BEEN WAITINGON THAT WHITE HORSE OH FOR ALL THESE DAYS, AMBER LYNN YOU’VE GOT ME ALL WRONG, SWEET LOVE OF MINE BRING ME LOSER TO THAT FLORIDA LINE, AMBER LYNN WON’T YOU BE MINE?” He stopped jumping and walked up to me, looking at me with the most serious face of all times and sang “and take me away tonight”
I started cracking up as he looked at me with that stupid smile again, singing the second verse. “I am stuck between the lines, it just won’t come out right till I find mine, till I find mine, Amber Lynn, I won’t forget, the simple things you know, I know you know me best, but I can’t seem to find a way in you”
“Calum!” I laughed, standing up and walking over to him. He was completely ignoring my actions, he just continued to dance and sing, so I joined in, shouting the lyrics at him. “NOW I’M DREAMING ALL THE TIME, MY HEART IS RACING YEAH I’M DREAMING ALL THE TIME, WON’T YOU BE MINE?”
Calum started to laugh and finally laid the guitar back to where he took it from. Then he looked up to me. “You can be glad I love you because you just pulled the most ridiculous faces ever” I laughed again and he smiled.
“Where are the others with the food?” he whined as we were sitting on a table next to each other. I had been doodling the tallies on his hand, their band symbol. “No idea” I mumbled back, concentrating on filling in the tallies.
“Finished” I stated. Calum looked down at the back of his hand and chuckled. “Yaay” he cheered quietly and then looked at me. We only had a height difference of about half a foot (is that 12cm? I hope so because it’d be 12 centimeters in reality, I’m a damn giant ugh) but I still had to look up. “I’m hungry” he whined again and pouted out his bottom lip. I poked his cheek with my index finger “Me too” I said and hopped off of the table, “let’s see where they are”
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Leaving again. “Don’t you dare to cry this time, we’ll be back in no time, okay?” Calum warned me as we walked into the airport building (God I have no idea how to explain that, I never flew anywhere so idk what an airport looks like really) I smiled up at him, I had said bye to the guys already and they were still at the guys’ hotel.
After Calum took some pictures with fans, one girl walked up to us and took a picture with Calum, then turned towards me. “Hey, uhm, Amber, right?” she said, smiling at me. I nodded, glancing at Calum. “Can I take a picture with you too?” Whaaat
“Uhm, sure, if you don’t mind a not photogenic person?” the girl smiled “can we just like, do a derp picture” I laughed and nodded, then squinted my eyes while the girl did a wink face for the picture. She chuckled and turned around to me. “Thank you” she said. “Oh, and, by the way, you guys are so cute together!”
I turned slightly red as Calum smiled at her comment. “Hey, what’s your twitter?” he asked “I’ll get the guys to follow you, okay?” the girl told him her @name and ran off towards her parents, clearly fangirling over Calum. “What was that?” I asked laughing. “We’re cute together” Calum stated and pressed a kiss onto my lips.
*CHRISTMAS IN AUSTRALIA*
“Open mine first!” Calum yelled, handing me a small package wrapped in wrapping paper with little snowflakes all over it. For my special snowflake. I laughed at the comment, I WAS weird and his special snowflake. My parents and me were over at the hood’s for dinner, we were sat in the living room, unwrapping presents. I unwrapped the something, and it happened to be a little box.
“Open it” Calum said, his eyes sparkling. I opened the box and in there was a thin silver ring. “I’m not proposing to you” he stated as he took the ring out of the box, “but this is a promise that, someday, I will” I took the ring in my hands as I felt tears form in my eyes.
I want you to mean it was engraved on the inside of the ring. “You are literally the cutest thing” I cooed as I put the ring on, then hugged him tightly. “Aww” Mali cooed from beside us.
We spent the rest of the night shouting the lyrics to ‘Merry Christmas, Kiss My Ass’ by ATL around the house. My parents agreed to let me stay the night, so at aout 4 am, my parents went home and Calum and me upstairs.
“Soo hot” I groaned as I flopped down onto his bed. “It’s me” he commented cheekily, winking at me. “Yeah, of course Hood” “Yeah, obviously Humms” “Shut up” “I love you” “I love you too”
I never felt safer.
A/N:
THIS IS THE LAST CHAPTER
THERE WILL BE AN EPILOGUE
I'M CRYING
NOPE
PAIN
DONE
BYE
