Marriage with Benefits - COMPLETED

56: Bitterness

Chapter 56

Alyx's POV

"Oh what was that about? He's jealous. The hell. You never told me he calls you 'baby' too." he laughs. He's making fun of me dahil sa inasal ni Mikko kanina sa meeting room.

Ewan. Wala akong kahit aong idea kung anong nangyare. That 'BABY THINGY' is epic.

Wew've been off for three years. at sasabihin nya yun?

Nakakatawa.

You're smiling. Why?"

"He's funny." ewan ko kung bakit pero natutuwa ako.

"AND!?"

"And what?"

"He's jealous. What can you say about that?"

"Jealouys of you. Come on Kai.."

Well, seloso naman talaga yun 'noon'. Pero noon yun nung mag-asawa pa kame. Noon nung may karapatan pa kaming maramdaman yun sa isa't-isa.

Pero ngayon---

I shook my head.

"Ow you never saw his eyes at me. It's creepy. Like he wants to eat me alive."

"It can't be. Stop that kai. It's never going to happen." imposible. imposible talaga. Tapos na ang lahat samen. Kaya imposible na ang mga selos na pinagsasabi nitong si Kai.

"Yeah? But he told you "YOU'RE MINE BABY. MINE!'" i roll my eyes at him dahil sa pagmi-mic nya sa mga salitang yun.

"He never should have told that." i whisper.

This is going nowhere.

"I can feel it. He's still into you."

"3 years kai. It's been three long years. It's over."

Imposible lahat ng pinagsasabi ng loko na to. Tatlong taon na wala akong narinig mula sakanya. Tatlong taon na wala kami sa buhay ng isa't-isa. He broke up me with. He left me. He shattered me. He take all of me. He broke me.

Hindi din naging madali ang pagbangon ko. Hindi din naging madali na humanap ng dahilan para magpatuloy. Pero nagawa ko. nagawa ko without him.

And I am living my life better than before. Better than when Im with him. And I dont want to go back to that life.

I dont need him in my life anymore.I am not the same Alyx anymore. I am not the one he uses to know. Hindi na ako yung taong nagpapakatanga. Hindi na ako yung taong mahina at walang magawa.

I know better.

I am better.

"I bet. he still wants you."

"I bet. That's not true. You don't know him. You don't just believe what he says."

"Yeah! Bitter little lady." he chuckles,.

"Enough Kai. so? How's it goes?"

I run. AGAIN.

Buti na lang nag-ring ang phone ko kanina. Buti na lang nagkaroon ako ng dahilan para makalayo sa lugar na yun.