Find Me

Ch. 31

Alexia's pov

I pull my phone off the charger in tears before going live on Instagram knowing I need to just distract my mind from the thoughts going in to it.

As usual, my moms fans enter in immediately and my tears don't go unnoticed by many. 90% of my comments ask why I'm crying.

"I know I usually don't do Instagram lives but can you guys ask me a bunch of questions? I need to be distracted right now. So just keep asking me questions so I'm not thinking. Please?" I ask as my voice cracks.

"Are you ok?" I read.

"Yeah I'm fine, I'm just a bit upset with things I've kinda just found out. But it's whatever and it's fine, evidently it's not my business to begin with despite it kinda involving me as it could potentially change dynamics of things which involves me. But I guess it's history repeating itself where I'm left out of the loop on topics involving some people meeting other people. Just a bit upset but I'll get over it. This is just why you don't trust because when you put your trust into people it leads to nothing but disappointment and regret." I say as the tears only steam harder.

"Favorite band?" I read.

"twenty one pilots."

"Favorite place to travel?" I read.

"Australia."

"Favorite store?" I read.

"Target." I say.

"Favorite color?" I read.

"Blue." I say.

"Do you like going to award shows?" I read.

"It depends on the award show and year. I love my dad but I didn't enjoy going to the movie or acting based awards. They were too fancy for me and it made me uncomfortable. I like going to music award shows because they see more layed back and I do have many artists in a fan of. So to see the know they nominations and see the results live is really cool. Plus I get to see the performances and stuff. But some years there's really not good performances or like good nominations so it's kinda boring." I say.

"Do you have any hobbies?" I read.

"No, not really." I say.

"You're really pretty." I read.

"I'm really not."

"Why did you quit dance?" I read.

"Because I sucked at it and I knew that. I didn't want to cause my dance team points anymore so I did what was best for them, which was quit. I also didn't want to embarrass myself anymore or waste my teachers time trying to get me good when I'm just not good." I say.

"Have you ever freaked out when meeting someone?" I read.

"I freak out every time Debby Ryan is here because she's married to the drummer of my favorite band twenty one pilots. Plus she's a really good actor." I say.

"Favorite twenty one pilots song?" I read.

"I love all their music, I can't choose a favorite song. But I think trees is the most sentimental to me. However today is definitely a Fall Away mood."

Because all I want to do is fall away literally.

Demi's pov

"I'm going to go to the bathroom real quick, order for me?" Austin asks.

"Of course." I smile.

I watch him get up from the table and my eyes fall to my phone as it lights up continuously. I unlock it and see my messages flooding with multiple screen recordings from my mom, youngest sister, Wilmer, and several close friends.