can i be close to you ~ boreo

part sixteen 2/2

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"so, you made out with me at one point?" i asked, to clarify.

"yes, do you not remember?" his expression was a mixture between freight, confusion, and sad. i missed his touch so fucking much.

"potter?" he said when i didn't say anything.

"huh what sorry." i rubbed my eyes, trying to think straight.

"do you believe me? am not sure what else happened, the alcohol really got to me.. guessing."

"yeah, i mean obviously. boris, i don't really want to take this all out on you since you thought he was me but-"

"what?!"

"let me finish. you were cheating on me with another guy boris. i saw you. but to be fair we look similar. and i know how you are with your beer so-"

"you're joking! when? i never kissed another! and never will... right?" i stood up from my spot and went over to boris. with no hesitation i wrapped my arms around him and hugged him like there was no tomorrow.

i sat down in his lap and buried my face into his collarbone. he brought my legs around his waist and hugged me back, rubbing my back while i cried.

"i'm so sorry, potter i would've never known, i'm such a awful boyfriend. shit me, oh my god. i'm never going to forgive myself. i'll never go to a party ever again if you want me too, i don't want us to end but it's too late for that now i guess. am so sorry potter."

this was the first time, in a long time, i heard boris cry. it broke my heart even more. but we just established that he was drunk and he didn't know. but he kissed- no he practically made out with another guy. by this point boris was literally sobbing.

"boris please calm down." i sniffled. "it's okay, really! you were drunk and didn't know the difference!"

"no, potter," he calmed down a little bit. we broke free from the hug, and tears were silently streaming down his cheeks still. "is not okay, i can't believe me." my eyes followed a certain tear falling down his cheek.

was i too forgiving? was he right and i just wanted to stay with him no matter what? should i just kiss him right now, or tell him 'i'm sorry, go home.' one decision could change everything.

ok this should be interesting. i think i'm gonna try something: comment what decision you think theo should make. should he kiss boris, or tell him to go home? ;)