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hello,i know how rushed this story looks,the reason is that im trying my best to upload. im sorry for brining other members here,it just looked dry for me. my life has been going down hill for a long time now. my mom tried suicide,my brother is just being a sexual abusive jerk towards me, i wanna cut my thoart open,but i cannot,since im scared. ive seen nightmares,im scared to sleep. school is pushing me,and the amount of homeowork. and the bad thing is,that im being separated from my OWN family. im moving away,but still near to my school since,my mom over reacteded because i told her that im suicidal and depressed. mom,for fucks sake,im almost 13,i can tell what bothers me. life has been killing me inside,and ive honestly felt so unwanted. they don't understand me. mom,im almost a teenager,im almost all the time at my phone,my face isn't clear,just undertstand it. youve gone trhu a same phase. im sick,mentally. i got diagsoned with a lot of mental disorders last weekend,and the doctors were honestly terrified. my stories are so bad..i wanna delate my account. im not taking a break,wattpad is my only happiness anymore,no wait,stary kids as well ^^ im trying my best for y'all,remember. i havnt found my writing style yet,so..and i say 'and' a lot,im trying to stop it. im making a new story! its called 'my little dancer' and its seungbin. ive been writing a lot of seungminxmember fanfics lately,and ive a reason. i dont see them that much. seungmin is my ult,dont attack me..
im the only admin anymore,because,,i dont even know. but,,im trying to keep alive and dance,'cause dancing is my pride.
love,admin.

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