I head to dinner with Courtney and we sit down at one of the tables. Some Italian place is preparing our food and we have some pasta tonight. I eat with Courtney then Olivia comes and sits down with us and joins our conversation. I see Boze coming downstairs and I wave her to come to join us. She puts her jacket next to me and then goes to grab food. Damien comes out of nowhere, sitting down next to the jacket. "HEY SAM!" He yells
After dinner ends, I head up to bed by myself. I'm so exhausted after today's challenge but I'm also so excited for winter games. I fall fast asleep in bed after today.
I wake up at 3:08 am, I get up to go get some food then to go back to bed but when I head down the stairs I see Damien and Shayne. They look like they are having a serious conversation so I wait on the stairs, I take a breather sitting down on the rugged steps. I hear Shayne say "C'mon Dude, you can trust me. Please just tell me." "I don't know, Shayne" He says back. "Please, I won't tell I swear, I just need to know," I hear Damien sigh but say "Ok, I do ok, I like her. Just I don't know. I don't know if she would be interested in me. I mean I'm not much to offer to a girl like her," Damien says. Who is he talking about? I peek over and see Damien in the verge of tears then Shayne puts his hands on his shoulders. "Damien, any girl would be lucky to have you, especially Sam, and if she can't see that, she's not the one fore you," Shayne finished. My head spins. Me? He likes me? Why? What? Why? Did I already think why? I feel dizzy. I crawl back to my room try not to wake the others. I lay in bed. I can't fall asleep. His words keep replaying in my head. 'Oh, ok I do like her.' 'Damien, any girl would be lucky to have you, especially Sam'. I can't fall asleep. "You awake?" I hear Boze whisper from the other bunk. "Yeah, I'm just thinking." I say whispering. "About what?" she asks sitting up on her elbow. "Can I trust you with something?" I ask. "Of course you can." she whispers with a serious tone. I lean over and say "Ok, so I woke myself up at 3am so then I was like food. So I walked downstairs and saw Damien and Shayne they were like having a serious conversation or whatever so I sit on the stairs and wait, then Shayne goes 'You can trust me' and Damien is like 'I don't know, man' then Shayne is like 'C'mon bro' then Damien sighs and goes, 'I like he but I don't think she's interested in me. I mean i'm not much to offer to a girl like her' then Shayne is like 'Listen buddy, any girl is luck to have and and if Sam can't see that, she doesn't deserve you'." I finish. "Wait so Damien likes you?" She asks. "Shush! Not so loud they are probably heading upstairs right now but uh I'm guessing that what he means!" I say. "Well, do you like him too?" she asks more quietly. I pause. "Well, of course I do, who wouldn't?" I say. "Well tell him that!" she says getting louder. "I can't just be like. 'Hey, I ease-dropped on your personal conversation with Shayne, wanna date me?' ". "True" she says.
~Damien's PoV~
"Thanks Shayne," I say. I feel like we talked too
loud, man if someone hear that Id be dead. "Ok, I'm going to head to bed!". I walk upstairs but hear a loud voice coming from the girls room so I walk over there. "Well, do you like him too?" a girl says. "Yeah, of course, who wouldn't?" Is that Sam and uh, Boze? "Well tell him that!" I hear Boze say. I put my ear closer to the door. "I can't just-" Sam says before Shayne walks over. "Hey, what are you doing?" he says. I walk back over to our rooms door. "Oh nothing." I say. Does Sam like someone else? I saw Shayne with her at the first game. Does she like Shayne? Of course every girl always falls for him. I told Shayne she wouldn't like me. Maybe it isn't Shayne? I hop into bed, thinking. I just can't sleep, thinking about her. Oh how her freckles seem to glow in the sunlight. Her nose scrunches up and her eyes widen when she laughs. Why me?
~Sam's PoV~
I can't stop thinking about him. I try to buy he always just pushes himself right into my mind. The way his eyes crinkled when he smiled. His bright brown eyes, to his soft brown hair. His laugh, it brings me joy and happiness when I can't find it. For him to like me too? Should I just tell him? There could be another Sam. One I don't know. That's slim though, right? I hope. Why me?
~~~~~~~The following morning.
I woke up tired. I couldn't fall asleep last night, he was on my mind all night. My eyes had bags. I looked so stupid and ugly, like always but especially today. I combed out my hair and it looked decent. Usually my glasses hide my bags from under my eyes or at least draw attention away from them. I put in some clothes. I look fine I guess. I walk out to the lobby. I see Damien there. He looks tired as well, but still cute as always. I sit next to him on the couch. It's 7:30. "How'd you sleep?" he asks. "Not good, you?" I say, avoiding eye contact. "Yeah I didn't sleep like at all last night." He says, laughing. I felt some butterflies flutter in my stomach. I fell hard on this guy, I just need to try to get up for now. He sits up and I say "I'm going to go get ready." I leave, and I go back into my room and shut the door. The only person in here is Courtney. "Boze told me." she says. "She did?" I say astounded. "Haha, got you, I knew you and Boze were talking last night!" I sit down next to her. "Spill." is all she says. "I woke up at 3 last night, and Damien and Shayne were downstairs, they looked upset so I waited and sat on the staircase. Then Shayne was like 'Tell me!' and Damien didn't want to tell him or something then finally he said 'Ok, I do ok, I like her. Just I don't know. I don't know if she would be interested in me. I mean I'm not much to offer to a girl like her' Then Shayne was all like. 'Any girl would be lucky to have you and if SAM doesn't see that she's not the one' "I say yelling the Sam part. "Woah, so Damien likes you? I knew it! You like him too right?" she asks. "Well, duh, he's so funny and sweet and kind and he's so cute and I fell for him hard," I say.
~Damien's PoV~
When Sam ran upstairs I knew something was wrong so I walked after her. I was just about to knock on the door when I heard Courtney; "Spill." is all she says. "I woke up at 3 last night, and Damien and Shayne were downstairs, they looked upset so I waited and sat on the staircase. Then Shayne was like 'Tell me!' and Damien didn't want to tell him or something then finally he said 'Ok, I do ok, I like her. Just I don't know. I don't know if she would be interested in me. I mean I'm not much to offer to a girl like her' Then Shayne was all like. 'Any girl would be lucky to have you and if SAM doesn't see that she's not the one" Sam said. She heard? Oh no she's probably asking Courtney how to turn me down then Courtney says "Woah, so Damien likes you? I knew it! You like him too right?" she asks. "Well, duh, he's so funny and sweet and kind and he's so cute and I fell for him hard," Sam says. Really? Sam likes me too? She even listed reasons! Oh my god I'm so happy. I run downstairs to find Shayne. "SHAYNE SHAYNE COME HERE!" I yell to him. "Damien, chill out, I'm coming." I run up to our room. I smile way too much. "Ok, so Shayne I heard Sam say to Courtney that she heard our conversation last night and that she likes me too!" I say. "Really, man! That's great what are you gonna do now?" He asks. "I have absolutely no idea!" I say. "Well you have to ask here on a-" Shayne is interrupted when Matt Raub walks in. "First challenge in 5 guys," he says. Shayne goes to grab his SpaghettiYetis hoodie and we head out. I see Sam standing with Courtney talking about something.
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Ok! I had too!!! I wasn't sure when to make it happen but, there it is. DAMIEN AND SAM!! Comment some ship names; is it Dam or Samien??? Comments!!
~Luc❄️(JAN 08 2020)
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Fanfiction(REPUBLISHED THIS!! OG WRITTEN IN 2019!!!) Damien and y/n know they love each other, but can't be together- why? y/n moves to La knowing she'd work at smosh with her best friend, Courtney. She was added onto smosh games with Boze, then she met Dami...