back and forth (damien haas)

im gonna miss you

Let me fill you in on the last 2 months. Damien and me have been hiding ourselves quite well so far. I've felt so much more comfortable and happy.
Wes' Pov
I know Sam and Damien have been doing fine so far but I know one of them are gonna slip up or someone is gonna catch them, I just know it. I don't wanna see them loose their jobs the hard way or at all or see Sam get hurt. After work I text Courtney:
Wes - Hey Court can I ask you something?
Court - Yeah, shoot
Wes - Have you been worried about Damien or Sam slipping up or getting fired?
Court - Yeah, all the time! I just don't wanna see them hurt!
Wes - Yeah, if someone tattles one them they will immediately get fired!
Court - I know! I'm so worried, should we do something about them?
Wes - That's exactly what I was gonna ask you
Court - Whats the plan?
The plan was simple, Courtney and I go into Matt Raubs office, tell them about Sam and Damien and ask for him to politely do something but not fire them. Plan make sure Damien and Sam keep their jobs is a go!
~tmrw~
I meet Courtney the morning."We doing the plan today?" she asks. I take a look around the hallway before answering. "Yes, are you okay doing it during lunch?" I answer hastily, making sure no one is around. "Yeah, see you later, Wes!" Courtney says with a wave and she walks off to the Smosh Squad room. I give a side smile and scurry back to my desk.
"Hey, Wes! Where have you been?" Sam turns her chair to me with a curious face. "Oh I- I went to the bathroom, that's all," I said. She looked at me for a second but then turned back to her computer, thank god. "Hey, Sam can you do a squad vlog rafter your MariCraft?" Sarah walks in and taps on Sam chair. "Yeah, for sure, grab me when you need me!" Sam gives her a smile and with that Sarah's  off.

~skip to spin the bottle~

*Note the spin the bottle episode that I used was actually Joven's episode, I changed up some of the contents of the episode and when it was filmed to fit this storyline. The original episode is called 'SPIN THE BOTTLE RETURNS (Squad Vlogs)' if you want to read along or watch the episode.*
Sunny grabs me instead of Sarah.
"What are we doing?" I say as we make our way across the office. "Spin the bottle! Are you excited?" he announces. I laugh and nod.
"Sounds fun!" I enter the studio and swerve my way around the cameras and take a seat between Olivia and Noah.
"Hey, Sam!" Olivia says and gives me a big squeeze.
They all say hi and for about 10 minutes we all talk until everyone's ready.
3...
2...
1...
Videos starts!
"Hello!" "Hi guys" "Hey!" "Hi"
"Alright we- oh hi Sam!" Olivias. "Hey, Olivia!". "We got Sam!" They all introduce me. "I'm told that we are playing spin the bottle so I can assume that I'm kissing today." I say. "Nope!" Olivia says. "Well we don't know! We don't know what's in the bucket!" Courtney proclaims "This version of spin the bottle..." and she explains the rules.

As I walk back into the smosh games room I can feel the mood of the room has gone down quite a bit and I don't see Damien.
"Is everyone okay?" I say. "Oh, Sam Matt Raub needs you." Mari says. I turn back around and enter his office. I hate this, why does he need me? Am I getting fired? I see Damien sitting down in one chair. "Sam, please take a seat" Matt says and I hesitantly sit down. The look on Damien's face is not what I hoped for. He looks as though he is trying not to cry. "This is not easy news to deliver, I will tell you that. Now, look we are all friends here but I am also your boss and colleague as much so as your friend." Matt says. He takes a pause. I start to feel my hand shake. Damien seems to notice my increasing anxiety so under our chairs he takes my hand in
his.
"I'm trying my best to work with you guys here. Some people here, who wants to be remained anonymous, has spoken up about the fact that you guys have been seeing each other for the past 4 months. I think we all know that the contract that you guys signed to be here states that this is not prohibited here." Matt points to the 3rd page of our contract. "I should be firing both of you right now, I really should. But instead I will ask you two to try to break it up or I will have to jeopardize your jobs. Is that clear? Look, I'm just as unhappy as you are right now, believe me. And I am incredibly sorry." I can't move. At first I was sad, depressed. but someone told on us? I can't feel a thing-
"Sam?"
"Sam?"
"SAM!"
I get up out of his office and slam the door. I walk, run to the women's bathroom. I close myself into a stall and shut down. WHO THE F TOLD ON US? WHO? I know Wes, he wouldn't. Someone must of saw us, found out. Who would do that?
SAM! SAM!
Immediately pounding on my stall door.
"Go away, Courtney!" I say. "Sam! let me in, please." I open the stall and realize where I am. I'm at work. I can't act like a baby. "Courtney, I'm fine," I say, I turn emotionless. "Sam, if you need me I'm across the office." She whispers before walking back there. I try to enter the smosh games office like normal but, everyone stares at me as I walk to my desk. "Sam, what happened?" Wes whispers. "I'll tell you later, just not here." I whisper back. Wes nods and turns back to his desk.
-LUNCH
Me, Damien, Wes, Courtney, and Boze head out to *restaurant*. I decide to tell Wes here. I specifically sit next to Courtney and Wes. We order drinks and Wes whispers to me, "Can you tell me now?". I nod. "Basically, me and Damien were called into the office because someone told him that they knew we were dating." I say. Wes' face went cold, "And what happened?" Wes asks. "He told us to end it or we could lose our jobs there." I say. "I'm so sorry, Sam." Wes says. "It's rough, but I just really want to know who told him, like why would anyone do that?" I add. "Yeah, that sucks." Wes says while drinking his water. "I just want to know who is so much of a jerk who would do that in our office, I thought everyone there was nice, I guess I was wrong," I say. "Yeah," Wes says. Wes shares a weird glance with Courtney then continues eating. The rest of the meal is normal other than Damien and I not talking at all but sharing awkward glances.
time skip~
after work I get a text from Damien
Deem🥰💖  - can you come over?
me - why?
Deem🥰💖 - we need to talk
me - okay be there in 30
Deem🥰💖 - okey
I clean myself off a little bit and drive to his place. He greets me at the door and invites me over to his room. I've never been in here before. It's a basic bedroom, gray walls, a queen size bed with patterned sheets and comforter. I sit down next to him on his bed. We share an awkward stare before Damien speaks up. "This is the roughest thing I've ever gone through emotionally, to be so in love with someone, to know they love you as much back and to just be told, you can't be together is- is so painful. Sam, I love you so much, but now isn't the right time for us," I feel tears drip down my cheeks. "Maybe something will happen in the future," he take my hands in his,"But now isn't the time for us,". Tears start pouring down. I move closer to him and hug him so tightly. I can feel one of his tears drip on my head. "I love you so much Damien, I don't know what I'd do without you, but your right. I'm going to miss you so much," I squeeze him one last time before leaving him there and crying as I drive myself home. I try to stop before I get home so Courtney doesn't have to deal with me. I lock myself in my room and I clutch my childhood stuffed animal as I cry myself to sleep.

BONUS-
Courtney's PoV
I hear Sam get home and debate on going out there or not but before I can decide her door slams and  locks. I decide to go to bed but I faintly hear Sam in the distance, sobbing, knowing it's my fault. We made a mistake. She's broken.

A/N - Aww Damien and Sam broke up🥺 I wonder who she'll date next?💕

(APR 07 2020)