back and forth (damien haas)

~𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕀 𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕪 𝕡𝕙𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕟𝕠𝕨?~

"What are you changing for?" Courtney asks me while I tug on my sneakers.We got home from winter games yesterday and Damien invited me over because Shayne is out of town, I hoped to leave before Courtney noticed "No where!" I sing while grabbing my backpack and put the house keys, wallet, and other essentials. I go to grab my phone but, it's not there on the kitchen counter, where I left it. "Looking for something?" Courtney says, emerging from her room, she walks out to the hallway, holding my phone hostage. "Please give it to me!" I whine. "I'm going to be late!" I say, swiping my arm but she pulls away, "Not so fast! Now, where are you going?" she says, crossing her arms. "It's no where, now i'm going to be late! HAND IT OVER!" I scream. "Nope! Your going to tell me or I'm going to follow you!" Courtney says. I glare at her, "Stop. right. Now. Give me my phone before I attack you." I grit through my teeth. "Try me." Courtney smiles. I jump and she bolts the other way. She locks her door shut, I need my phone. "Oh, Damien's texting you!" I hear muffled through the door. I'm already 30 minutes late and I'm gonna have to tell Courtney some time or another. I sit against her door."Damien told me he loved me, during winter games, and I, and I- He ran out before I got a chance to tell him the same. He was out there in the cold and I cried, I cried until Wes came in and cheered me up. But- Ugh- he tried to kiss me and I rejected him, he was so, so nice about it and went off. I cried again, I broke both their hearts, I felt like a huge asshole, but then, Damien came into the room, apparently after Wes had told him to go, I didn't know that at the time and I missed my second chance, to tell him the same. But-" I sniffle. I feel her back against mine through the door. " I couldn't sleep the next night, so I went downstairs to try to get some food. Damien was there and I was talking to him. I couldn't sleep because I was thinking again. My brain thought out loud and I accidentally said, 'Can I tell you something?'. I knew this was my third and final chance to tell him what my heart wanted too. I told him how I couldn't sleep because of him and then we kissed, he's been my boyfriend ever since, and you've made late, too hang out with him. Also, as you know the contract says we can't date so we can't show any affection or be in public together or at work, he invited me over tonight. You have to keep this secret. I'm late, can I please have my phone now?" I plead. I feel the door open behind me and some kicks at the ground. "Take your phone, he's waiting for you," Courtney says, her voice flat, I get up and turn around. She has my phone in her hand and her hand is held out. "I love you," I hug her and we melt into the hug. "Go, quick!" Courtney puts my phone in my hand and pushes me. "Thanks," I say. She just smiles and I grab my bag and am about to leave before she calls my name. "Sam! He said he misses you!" She calls. I laugh and mumble "Creep" I call him on the way, "Hey, Damien I'm so sorry, Courtney stole my phone and I-" I say. "Your fine, Sam!" Damien says. I smile to myself, I arrive and knock on the door. He opened it up and invited me inside. I hug him and only say, "Courtney made me confess,". He lets go and smiles. "If your worried about that, it's totally fine" he says. "What movie were you thinking of watching?" I asked Damien. "I'm not sure, what do you think?" Damien said as he walked to the couch.
We finally decide on a movie, Damien gets a blanket and we sit down. The movie just starts and I get comfortable on his couch. Damien puts his arm around me and I lay my head on his shoulder.
Damien looks at me and I smile. "You look so beautiful," he says. "Not as hot as you do," I say and look into his eyes. Our lips connect, just as I was going to lean in more, "WHAT?" I hear someone yell. We let go and turn. "WHAT IS HAPPENING?" It's Shayne. I blush and whisper "I thought you said he was with family?" I ask Damien. "Yeah me too!" Damien whispers back. "ARE YOU GUYS GONNA TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON?" Shayne yells. He runs over to the couch and he sits beside us. I put my head in my hands. "You were supposed to be at your Parents house!" Damien yells. "First, that's next week-" Damien sighs and puts his head in his hands. "Ugh! I screwed up! I'm so sorry!" Damien says muffled through his hands. Shayne ignores him and says "Second. What. is. going. on?" Damien sighs again. "Well you know- um, well isn't it self- explanatory?" Damien looks over to Shayne. "Well, ok- I guess, you know i'm gonna go- ok bye, dudes." Shayne gets out himself. Then Shayne disappears into a room. "So you said?" Damien says. "As I was saying, kissing you for the first time and talking to you like that was one of the best days of my life. I hadn't really ever had a true boyfriend before. I don't know, Damien I just, " Damien interrupts me, not with words, but kisses me. I finally get to lean in more, he places his hand on my cheek. I had slung my arm around his neck.
I check my phone and it's 11:47, "Damien I'm gonna go in case I fall asleep on the couch." I say. "Yeah good call, bye Sam." He says. He gives me a hug and he follows me to the door. I grab all my things then open the door. I share a kiss with Damien for a bit before I shut the door and take my car home. I tip toe into the apartment, hoping to not wake Courtney. I slowly open my door and am shot by bright lights. I throw on any clothes that I can sleep in and fall asleep thing of him.

(MAR 19 2020)