I decide to just chill out on Sunday because I was still really nervous about Tyler. He picked me up yesterday so he knows where so live but not the exact floor or door. Wes is the only one who knows about Tyler and Id like to keep it that way, no one needs to worry for me that much.
Friday
The whole week was a normal week, nothing too special for smosh. Until I over hear Damien talking to Mari.
"Yeah I found this girl," Damien enthusiastically says.
"Whats her name?" Mari says, probably more excited then Damien.
"Lucy, her name is Lucy, she's so beautiful and sweet and loves me for me. She just has this positive outlook on life, you know?" Damien says, apparently he's head over heels for this 'Lucy'. Lucy is such a stupid name. Sounds like an idiot
if you ask me. He said he loved me. I guess LovED is the right way to put it. Telling Wes would make him beat Damien up, and lord knows that's not a good idea. Was what me and Damien real? Did he really love me? Or did he just feel bad because I liked him and he didn't like me? Now I was falling down stairs that I couldn't climb back up. I was spiraling deeper and deeper into this through process, until I felt a tap on my shoulder.
"Everything alright, Sam?" Court asks, looking concerned. I try my best to stand up on these deep stairs and pause for a moment.
"Totally fine, why do you ask," I say cheerfully.
"You were sitting against the wall staring into space, Sam," Courtney says, looking deep into my eyes as if she was looking through my brain to ind the issue at hand.
"Oh, funny you mention that, I have to go film!" I say and walk away.
"You guys aren't filming today!" she shouts, I pretend I don't hear her and slip back into the room.
- time skip to after work😏 -
I follow Wes out the building with my bag.
"Courtney told me something was up with you, are you alright?" he asks, pry anything out of me, but in a curious tone.
Apparently Wes notices how i'm trying to think of a cover up story.
"Sam, you don't have to lie, you can just tell me you don't want to talk about it," Wes smiles and turns back to the road. I can't believe Damien bounced back that quick. He really just found someone that quick, huh? Just threw me to the curb to pick up the next girl.
"Do you still have some sort of thing going on with Damien?" he asks, casually.
"I guess but we haven't like kissed in a while or any intimate stuff," I say looking out the window. I can't believe Damien doesn't love me anymore because I am for sure still in love with him.
Sorry if it was short but we have some juice coming up in the next few chapters
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5/12/20
(MAY 12 2020)
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Fanfiction(REPUBLISHED THIS!! OG WRITTEN IN 2019!!!) Damien and y/n know they love each other, but can't be together- why? y/n moves to La knowing she'd work at smosh with her best friend, Courtney. She was added onto smosh games with Boze, then she met Dami...
