Eunsoo's POV
It was 9pm and I am still awake. I can't sleep because of earlier. I can't stop smiling, I feel comfortable everytime that I'm with Dino.
Even if he was my ex-boyfriend, I still care for him because his mother is the reason why we broke up. But I don't mind, we're almost in our graduation.
I was still thinking of Dino when my phone rang. I frowned and look at the caller and saw Soobin's name. I lazily answer his call.
Me: Hey? What do you want?.
Soobin: Oh! You're still awake? Its 9pm and we have school tomorrow.
Me: Nah! I just can't sleep.
Soobin: Why? Is there something wrong? Do you want me to stay with you.
I was shocked of what he said.
Me: Ah n-no its ok, I can manage myself. Let's meet tomorrow.
Soobin: Ok, I called because I already missed you hehe.
Me: Aw, you're so sweet. I-I m-missed you too s-sweetie.
Soobin: Good night sweetie, I love you.
Me: L-love you too Soobin.
I quickly ended the call and placed my phone back on the nightstand. I was still in shock of what he said that he wants to stay with me.
Its not bad right? But why did I do that. He's my boyfriend and I am now lying to him like he was just nothing to me.
Well, nevermind! I just need to dream of Dino because he's the one that I'm missing, no one else. I was just lying to Soobin because I didn't missed him at all.
*Flashback*
After Soobin takes me home, I quickly went to my room to change my clothes. But then my phone beeped and I saw a text message from an unknown number.
Unknown: Hey Eunsoo? Are you free? Mind if we meet up?.
Me: Uhm? Who's this?.
Unknown: Its Dino BTW.
My heart beats faster when I saw his name on the screen. I smiled then immediately text him back.
Me: Sure Dino! Let me change first.
After I sent him my message, I quickly saved his phone number.
Dino: Ok! Let's meet at the park at 6pm. I'll wait for you and don't worry, I'm going to take you back home because I have my car.
Me: Ok! See you there Dino.
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"Hi Eunsoo!." I heard a familiar voice and it turned out to be him. I smiled and waved back.
"Hi Dino, its good to see you again." I greet back.
"So? Let's grab a seat first." He offered and I nodded then we sat on the bench while watching the fountain.
"Why are we here?." I broke the silence.
"U-uhm, I just got bored in my house that's why I asked you to hang out with me. And I'm so thankful that you came." He said and I smiled.
"But? Why don't you ask your girlfriend to come with you? I think that she's not busy right." I asked and he looked down.
"E-eunsoo, I want to tell you something." He said and I got confused.
"W-what is it?." I asked stuttering because I have a bad feeling about this.
"Its about Dahyun and I." He paused and looked me and I stared and his eyes.
"W-we're not both inlove with each other. S-she became my girlfriend because our parents want us to communicate with each other for the sake of the company. She loves someone else and I do too. We were just treating each other a friend when our parents are out. But when they are here with us, we act like a couple even if we are not." He confessed and I widened my eyes.
He doesn't love Dahyun after all? B-but when I met her in their own house she was acting like she loves Dino even if I am not a part of their family.
"T-then why did she act in front of me like if she's your girlfriend even if I'm just your schoolmate?." I asked curiously.
"I don't know." He answered.
"I thought she was really your girfriend after what I saw back then." I said and he chuckled.
"I won't love other girl because my heart still wants my ex-girlfriend whom I love 4 years ago." He said which made me looked away.
"W-what?." I asked.
"I still love you Eunsoo and you know that. After my mom break us apart, I tried to contact you but I failed because my mom snatched my phone." He explained and I looked down.
"I'm sorry if I was the reason why we broke up. I can't even fight for you because I'm scared of your mom. I know she will harm me." I replied.
"Its ok, its not your fault. You don't have to apologize because I understand you." He said and pats may back.
"Perhaps? Do you still have feelings for me?." He suddenly asked which made me confused again.
Do I still have? Or is it just in a friendly way? But my heart won't stop beating faster everytime when I'm with him. And I think my heart still wants him.
"I do, I still like you Dino." I answered and he showed me his smile.
"Really? Then would you mind if we can be together again? I have waited for you for so long hoping that you will be mine again." He asked and I clenched my fist.
"D-Dino, its too late." I said and looked down but he held my hands.
"What do you mean by that?." He asked and lift up my chin to make me look at him.
"I-its late because I have a boyfriend." I spilled and he slowly removed his hands on mine.
"W-what!." He asked in shock.
"Its true, I'm already in a relationship with someone. We're together for 1 year almost in 2 years." I said.
"B-but you said you still like me right? So it means that you're just feeling bad for your boyfriend." He said and I looked away.
Am I just feeling bad for Soobin? I think not because I fell for him when Yeonjun introduce him to us. But I think I didn't feel the same now.
*End Of Flashback*
When I met Dino again, my heart won't stop beating when I'm with him. And my attitude change everytime Soobin is with me. I think my heart still wants my ex not my permanent boyfriend.
