selcouth; MYLES STEPHENSON IM A CELEB 2019

✦Twenty-Three✦

Sharing a bedroom with James, I don't think I really thought it through, cause he snores. And all I could hear was him just hnqqqqq, 

All I had to do though was cough, then he rolled over and kindly shut up. Slept like a baby the rest of the night. 

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"Morning deputy," James rolled over, fist-bumped me and proceeded to get up.

I let out a yawn and a stretch. 

"How did you sleep?" He asked,

"Beautifully, how about you?"

"Yeah, alright." He replied,

"I'm glad."

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We sat and awaited the arrival of Ant and Dec, I sat with James on my left in his throne, and Nadine on my right. 

They made there way in and wasted no time getting to the good stuff,

"The public have been voting for the next bushtucker trial, this one is called 'crevice of cruelty'" When Dec read this out I couldn't help but look at Roman, who returned a look of glee. The word crevice made us laugh. 

"Cliff is ruled out of this one on medical grounds."

"So, in no particular order, Myles... The public have decided," Dec spoke, second hand nervousness rose in me on behalf of Myles, "Its not you." 

"Adele, its not you."
"Kate, its not you."
"Andrew, its not you."
"Ian," Ant spoke. "It might be you."
"Roman, its not you."
"Nadine, its not you."
"Camp leader James, its not you." 
"Caitlyn, its not you."
"Andy, its not you."

"So Belle, It might be you." I let out the longest sigh. My body filled with anxiousness. I could taste the fear on my tongue. Nadine rubbed my back, as did James.

"Ian, Belle, The public have decided." I put my head in my hands, struggling to find a steady pace of breath. "The person they wanna see face, the crevice of cruelty is..."

"Both of you." 

I struggled to not cry. My head dipped entirely and my hands shielded my face from any emotions. Kate made her way over to me and kissed the back of my head. 

"I don't wanna do anymore man," I cried. 

Nadine, James, Kate and Andrew, all stood around me. Trying to console me.

I walked up to the leader's hut on my own, I heard Kate say to the others from behind me, 'I don't like seeing her on her own.'

'Just give her a minute' Myles added.

I sat on the bed and thoughts were going through my head, You worry you know? Why are people voting me? Theres only so much you can do before, you do break. I hope I dont break. 

I took my pillow from the foot of my bed, and placed it on my lap. Put my head in it and cried once more. I felt a dip in the bed, then the voice of Myles met my ears,

"Come here," He whispered. I shook my head not even wanting to look up from the pillow, knowing I look like absolute shit from crying. He didn't listen and lifted my body and placed me on his lap. I placed my hands around his shoulders and cried into his kneck. While he rocked us gently. "I know you've got this Bells, I know it." He held me tighter, I felt his breath on my cheek. I'd stopped crying by this point. I guess I just sorta, became numb. 
"Why me?" I whispered,
"Who knows," He sighed, then pulled some hair out of my face, we held strong eye contact for atleast 10 seconds. And if we weren't being filmed 24/7, I definitely would have been convinced to kiss him. 

No what am I saying? No I wouldnt. Hahahahahahahahah...

I climbed off his lap, just in time aswell, because James and Ian turned the corner and entered the hut. 

I kept my left leg on Myles's leg, and my right leg sat under me. 

James and Ian sat on the bed opposite, "You've got him to hold your hand through the whole thing," James motioned to Ian, "You know he won't let you down." 

"Your gonna do it, and then you know what - You can come back here, lie in bed and go 'oh christ James, I hated that, that was crap. I'm knackered, I don't wanna do that ever again, but at least I did it, and I did it real well.' Like you did every single time." I just nodded, Myles stroking my leg. 

We got prepared to leave, "Walk with us?" I asked Myles
"Of course," He smiled,

We said our goodbyes, Kate and Nadine both giving me a kiss on the cheek as I passed them. 

Ian went first, I followed, with Myles trailing behind. 

I said goodbye to Myles, giving him the tightest hug ever, and prepared to walk over the trial bridge.