selcouth; MYLES STEPHENSON IM A CELEB 2019

✦Forty-Five✦

I woke up the next morning in Myles's arms, I unzipped the sleeping bag and tried to climb out without waking Myles, it was no good though as Myles wrapped both his arms around my torso, I turned to kiss his nose, before freeing myself from his grasp. He laid there looking defeated as I made my way to the toilet. 

No one else had woken up yet, this gave me time to just think. If I do leave today, I think i'll be alright, there's no doubt I'll miss Myles and Nadine and Adele, and everyone else. I could list them all. Just like Myles said yesterday, I'll miss the food time as well, Its the one moment of the day we can all come together, the jungle is so unpredictable, but the one thing guaranteed is that part of the day. 

I made my way back to camp, but stopping off at the jungle diary room first,

It'll be bittersweet, I'll be gutted to leave everybody. I'd get serious FOMO.

We all got together and sat in the circle for the final time. Myles grabbed my hand and sat me next to him, Adele was on my right. 

"Well its been a pleasure everybody," Myles announced, he had the privilege of knowing he wasn't going home today. "Whoever goes, we'll see you on the other side," 

I turned to Adele, "It could be anyone," 

"Thats whats so unnerving about it!" She whispered back,

"Here they are," Andy announced, Myles held my hand, and I held Adeles, the duo went through the campmates, 

Then they stopped on Nadine, "It might be you." 

fuck.

Next was me, "Belle," Myles held my hand extra tight, "Its not you," I smiled, but not too much. Because Nadine was still at risk.

"Cliff, Its not you. That means Adele, it might be you." 

"What the fuck," I whispered, and held Adeles hand tighter, trying to stop the tears. Both of my girls were at risk. Myles in return held my hand tighter too.

"The first person to leave I'm a celebrity 2019 is.." 

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"Adele," 

We all stood up to say our goodbyes, I turned to Adele first, "I'll miss you forever!" I whispered, we both shared a giggle, but she quickly moved on to the next hug, Myles pulled me towards him, I didn't say anything, but I didn't need to, cause Myles just got it. He kissed the top of my head and rubbed my arm before moving on to say goodbye to Adele. Nadine made her way over to me, I hugged her, 
"It just doesnt feel right, Adele going" She whispered in my ear,
"It'll be...different, but we'll see her soon!" I sighed. 
We shortly made our way over to wave her off as she crossed the bridge, 

As we saw her we all began to wave and cheer, Myles lifted me up from under the armpits so I could see, I was drowned out by all the tall bodies around me, Adele and I made eye contact and she gave me a cheeky wave, before leaving our sight. 

This has made it feel so real! 

As we were all making our way back to our routines, I caught up with Nadine. She clearly looked very distraught. I told Myles that I'd catch up with him in a minute or two to do the washing with him. 

I pulled Nadine into another hug, "Penny for your thoughts?" I asked,

"Just wont be the same without her, what about our girls chat, or tanning sessions?"

"I know, I know," I sighed

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"And before you go Adele, In a word, who would you like to see win it?" Ant asked,

"Its gotta be Belle! Shes just so naturally powerful, and shes only just seeing her potential, so she deserves the crown" Adele smiled,