selcouth; MYLES STEPHENSON IM A CELEB 2019

✦Forty✦

Andrew, Andy, Caitlyn and Kate all left the camp to complete their reckoning, leaving the camp really empty feeling. I layed in my hammock, as did Adele in the hammock beside me. 

"Psssst!" I heard, I looked over to see Adele waving, she then mouthed, 'have you talked to him?' 

I nodded. She quickly got up from her hammock and made her way to mine. I cleared a space for her and we talked in whispered voices, 

"What did he say?" she asked,

"Nothing worth mentioning, he was very vague," I sighed, "Saying stuff like, I'm just as confused as you, and like, I can't tell you yet," 

Adele frowned, 

I continued, "But doesn't he realise I have feelings too, and I've been left in the complete dark here?"

"Tell him that," Adele prodded,  

"I can't.." 

"Why not?" She asked, I didn't answer. Because quite frankly, I didn't have an answer other than being too scared to. "See?" She said

"But I'd rather he came up to me?" I said, 

"Fair enough, but if he doesnt come speak to you by the end of the day, be the bigger person and go to him." I nodded,

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"We're back!" Caitlyn announced, 

"Welcome back!" Adele cheered. Time had passed since our chat, Myles still hadn't spoken to me, I still hadn't spoken to him. I got out of my hammock to greet the guys that just came back, Andrew and Andy had been uncursed, meaning Kate and Caitlyn would be eating rice and beans with me. 

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"Do you live with just you and your daughter?" I asked Nadine,

"My mum lives with us now too," Nadine answered, "I've always had long term relationships so my first boyfriend was like from 15 till I was 20 and then we broke up because we were definitely more friends," Nadine continued talking, discussing her past and current relationships,

"What about you Adele?" I asked, 

"Well I've got a girlfriend," She begun

"Sorry girls," She was interrupted, I looked towards the voice to see Myles stood there, shirtless. "Could I steal Belle for a second?" He asked, both the girls looked towards me, instead of answering on my behalf - which I appreciated, 

"Umm, sure," I said, getting out of my hammock, and following him to the balcony. 

"You okay?" I asked, picking up a pillow from the bench and putting it on my lap,

"No," Myles shook his head and moved closer and held both my hands, "I'm probably the last person you wanna speak to right now, but I really want you to know I'm so sorry for being a dickhead," 

I tried to speak, but Myles continued, "These past days have felt like a decade, and that's not just cause we're in the jungle but because you weren't with me, I know I've been a right dickhead, but I promise I'll make it up to you, and I promise it'll all make sense someday." 

I sigh, but fall towards Myles and engulf him in a hug, he pulled my entire body on top of his lap and I straddled his legs and wrapped my arms around his shoulders, 

"I missed you," I whispered, Myles laughed and kissed my temples,

"Tell me about it," 

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"Celebrities, Its now time for the 3rd reckoning. Adele, Cliff, James and Myles please get ready to leave camp," Adele read out, I got up from my seat next to Cliff, and gave him a hug of support, but I quickly made my way over to Myles to give him a hug. 

"Good luck," I whispered, Myles hugged extra tight. I then hugged Adele, and James. 

Once they left, Nadine pulled me aside,

"All sorted?" She asked, I just nodded and smiled. My smile telling a thousand words