Life without Gus: some infinities end

Chapter 11

*Hazels P.O.V*

Okay all I can think about is Jake moving. I try to do homework, I end up laying on my back daydreaming about Jake. I start to talk to Leslie, I talk about Jake. I think about things and somehow it all turns into Jake! I am have mixed emotions right now, because I'm really sad about him leaving and I don't want him to go, but at the same time I think it would do me a favor. I mean I don't think I'm ready for a relationship, I have my future to think about and just because he comes into my life doesn't mean I have to throw it down the tubes.

That's it I've made up my mind. I'm going to break up with Jake wether he stays or not. I can't deal with a long distance relationship, and I can't deal with a relationship right now period! No matter how hard it will be, or how much I love him I have to do it.

I've been practicing how I would end things with Jake all day. I will keep practicing until I get ''my speech" perfect. Know one will ever know how much this is going to hurt me. I may even cry while trying to break up with him. Ugh my damn feelings always get in the way of everything. Why can't I just balance everything out like a normal human being?

No Hazel, you can't balance everything out because you aren't normal. You might have cancer, again.

I'm right. I have to end things, tonight.

*Jakes P.O.V.*

Okay! Tonight I'm going to tell Hazel that in not moving! It will be so romantic. I'm going to take her out to dinner than sit on the rocks layering the top of a lake near our apartment building. Then we will look at the stars and I'll say I have to tell her something. I will tell her I'm not moving and I'm hoping she will kiss me! This is going to be so sweet, she will remember this forever.

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I knocked on Hazel's apartment door and stood there for a couple of minutes with a bouquet of flowers.

She opened the door and WOW was she stunning. She was wearing a blue strapless dress that hugged her chest and waist nicely, with a shimmery belt around her. Her hair was curled and her makeup was enough to make her still look natural. I looked her up and down then eventually managed to spit out a few words.

"Holy Shit." I said smiling handing her the red roses.

Really? That's all you can say.

Hazel looked down and began blushing. "Thanks..... I love the roses, and your suit." She said gesturing towards my clothes, setting the roses on her counter.

"Thanks, but I can't top you." I said trying to look away from her upper area.

She looked down at her cleavage then back up at me with a sly look on her face.

Oh no, she noticed I was staring. But she's so beautiful!

"My eyes are up here." She chuckled.

"Right, I knew that. Umm....shall we go to dinner know?" I asked a little embarrassed that she said something.

"We shall." She said in a cutesy voice.

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Sorry this chapter is kinda boring but the next chapter will be amazing! I've been thinking about how I'm going to end this for a while and I hope you enjoy it!!! Thanks for all the reads:) and remember if you like this book tell your friends about it!!! Love you bye!!!