I can't believe my cancer might actually be back. Just when I thought I would have a normal life my fricken lungs decide "oh maybe we should just stop working." I hate it, I HATE it, I HATE IT! Now I might loose Jake because who wants to date a girl who might die? Well Gus.... But he was different.
I got up and grabbed a tub of double chocolate ice cream and sat on my couch with a giant spoon.
Yes Hazel, because eating your feelings away will totally help you.
I set down the tub and went to the door. I thought I should at least talk to Jake. When I opened it I was surprised to see Jake standing there.
"Hi Hazel... I-uh wanted to talk to you." He said starting to walk in.
"Yeah I thought so." I said hiding the tub of ice cream. "Look I understand if you don't want to date me anymore." I frowned.
"No! Hazel, why would you think that? Just because your cancer is possibly back doesn't mean I'm going to dump you like a used tissue!" He said hugging me.
"I know but.....I might die." I said as I let tears roll down my face.
"Don't say that Hazel. Your gonna be fine, and your gonna live your life! Your going to die at the age of 90 in a bed sleeping." He said smiling.
"Okay that just sounded kinda creepy." I laughed.
"You know what I mean." He chuckled.
"I know....anyway, was that what you came to talk to me about?" I Asked.
"Yes, and no." He frowned.
"Oh, then what do you want to say?" I said noticing him fiddling with his fingers. This must be serious.
"Hazel, my family is moving to Canada." He said frowning.
"Okay, but you don't live with them..." I said trying not to show him how nervous I was.
"Yes, but they want me to move there for a year because my grandfather just died... They want to figure things out, and they need my help." He said gulping.
No. I can't loose him.
"Jake. Please don't go." I cried.
"Hazel, I don't think I have a choice." He reached out and wrapped his arms around me. It has never felt so good being in his arms.
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Okay guys!! Sorry this was so short I'm still deciding wether I'm going to make Jake move or not..... (Also I made a slip up in the first chapter. Gus wasn't dead for 7 months it's 3 years.)I would love your input so comment!!!! Thanks for all the reads :) one again(like I say in almost every chapter) I love you all!!!! You guys make me a better writer and motivate me to keep writing;)
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Fanfiction**Please excuse the shitty writing I was 13 when i wrote this** TFIOS FAN FICTION *DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVENT SEEN THE MOVIE/BOOK* ~ Also there is a full description In the book. ~ Hazel meets a guy named Jake, she thinks she is falling for him but s...
