Jake and I spent the night together because I didn't want to be alone. Why don't I want to be alone? Because I'm finding out if my cancer is back today. I'm scared out of my mind and Jake is the only one who can calm my nerves.
I was laying on Jake just thinking about how I would spend the rest of my life if my cancer was back. I think I would go skydiving, maybe with Jake.
"Jake are you awake?" I whispered into his ear.
"I am now." He said opening his eyes and then looking at mine.
"We didn't....you know....do anything last night did we? I can't really remember." I said to him.
"You can't remember because nothing happened." Jake said stroking my hair.
"I think we should though." I forced my self to say no matter how awkward it was. ( and by that I mean have sex)
"Wait...Really?" Jake said sitting up with a surprised look on his face.
"Well if my cancer is back, who knows how long I will be able to....move like that." I said lingering my words.
"Well if you really want to....." Jake said before I cut him off.
"Yes, I really want to." I smiled at him.
After our awkward conversation I changed my clothes and he went back to his apartment to change his. We met at the stair well ready to go to the hospital, and I was scared out of my mind.
"It's going to be okay." Jake said grabbing my hand.
"Is it?" I muttered.
"Yes, everything is going to be okay. You don't need to worry, I'm here with you, I will always be here for you."
Jakes words calmed my nerves because everything really did feel better with him.
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Your going to find out if Hazel has cancer in the next chapter so.......get ready! Sorry this was so short, just a filler chapter :p
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Fanfiction**Please excuse the shitty writing I was 13 when i wrote this** TFIOS FAN FICTION *DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVENT SEEN THE MOVIE/BOOK* ~ Also there is a full description In the book. ~ Hazel meets a guy named Jake, she thinks she is falling for him but s...
