Quick A/N: I know I haven't updated in more than a month and I probably lost all of my readers, but I'm back and school has been beating me down lately, but I'm back and ready to update! #PerksOfBeingAnAccelaratedStudent
song of the chapter- 18 by One Direction
Lauren's POV
Recap:
I was cut of from my rant by the one thing I had been longing for since Hayes and I had broken up.
The way his lips felt on mine.
In that moment, everything felt right again.
End of recap.
Once we both pulled apart I opened my eyes to see his gorgeous blue orbs taking in every detail on my face.
"Why did you do that?" I asked quietly
"Because, Lauren, yeah you did a really shitty thing to me and it sucked. But, all the years we weren't a couple, were the worst years of my life. When you got hit by that car Lauren, my world came crumbling down. Ask any one of the guys, I'm still not the same and probably will never will be if we dont get back together. Lauren Jonstone, my life without you in it, absolutly sucks! I have loved you since we were 16 and I will love you for the rest of my life." Hayes paused, "I'm willing to put the past behind if you are."
I could feel the hot tears fill my eyes. I couldnt manage to get words out so I just nodded my head and let the tears roll down my face.
"Why do I feel like you're not telling me something. What is it?"
"Nothing is wrong." I said not to convincingly.
"Lauren, whats wrong what happened?" he said cocerned
I didnt say anything I just looked behind me at the same guitar I've used in all my videos.
"Lauren?"
"I havent made posted a video in 4 years. I'm coming out with a song tomorrow and I havent even posted a video or a vine in 4 years, and I'm known for videos and vines. It just bothers me. I've recorded all of these videos of me singing, they are done and edited, but none of them are right. I kept thinking, I no longer am doing what I love. When we were with MagCon, it was the best time of my life, I was the happiest I'd ever been. Now, I'm alone and I have no one to share opportunitys with, no one to make memories with."
"Well, if thats how you feel, then I have a suprise for you. Go get one of your bandannas, specifically one of the ones Taylor got you." Hayes said getting all giddy, like a child on christmas.
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"Hayes can I take this off now?" I asked
"No, we aren't there yet."
"Are we in an elevator?" I asked being impatient.
"Yes no stop asking questions." He said as he directed me into more places.
It was times like this that I missed. It reminded me of MagCon memories. I havent worn a bandana in forever and just having one on me makes me happier, even if it is proventing me from seeing anything.
*Crash* "Ow!" I screamed rubbing my head. Hayes was laughing his ass off. But it wasnt only Hayes laughing. It was a chorus of familiar voices. I ripped the bandanna off my head to see all the guys I call my best friends.
"Oh my god!!!!" I screamed and ran into their arms. They all looked similar, to when we were all on tour, accept they look older. Not like gray hair and glasses old but they all have a grown up look to them.
"I havent seen you guys in forever, so much for staying in touch!" I yelled at them.
"We missed you so much Lauren!" Cam yelled in my ear.
"Ow, damn Cam, you werent even that loud when Tabatha came to visite!" Nash said
"What? Who's Tabatha?" I asked while cam sat there blushing like crazy.
"Cam's girlfriend!!!!!" Taylor and Matt yelled together jumping out of no where and picking me up. I couldnt stop myself from laughing. I missed them all so much.
"Hey! We should make a video for my return to youtube." I said
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"Hey guys! So sadly i havent made a video in a really really long time but I'm back and I have guests to help me make my return. Say hello guys." I said and they all jumped up trying to see who could get closest to the camera.
As I was watching them and laughing Hayes sat next to me. "They missed you ya know." He said
"I know, I missed them too." I said and turned my head to him, "I missed you most. You know I still have all the pictures you spammed me with."
"I know." he said
"How?"
"Because i have all the pictures you took also. And as cheesy as it sounds, sometimes I had dreams that you came back to us." he said looking down.
I directed his face toward mine and leaned in untili felt the familiar feeling of our lips touching.
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Let Me Fix You (Hayes Grier)
FanfictieAfter teen youtube star, Lauren Johnstone, is forced to move with her family to Moorseville, North Carolina, her whole life is turned upside down. Drama, loss and love can't seem to leave her alone. I wrote this when i was 12- read at your own risk...
