Madi leaves not long after and I got ready for my appointment. I hated how I had to attend these, why couldn't they just let me have the days I have left in peace instead of calling me in and reminding me their is no hope.
I get into the car and think about what happened today. I could have kissed Madi Carson today, I could have!!
It was a quiet drive to the hospital, mum cries every hospital trip and that's another reason I hated attending these. I hate reminding her that her only son is going to die and their is no hope for him. I hate seeing her cry, my mum is my favourite person in the whole world. She's perfect, she's always there for me, giving me the best advice and it fucking hurts knowing I might leave her. Not waking up to her bright smile and beautifully cooked breakfast, I'll miss everything she does for me. I was proud to call her my mum, I've never been afraid to tell her that I love and appreciate her.
"How are you feeling mum?" I look at her.
"I should be asking that Ruel." She shakes her head.
"Well I asked first so answer ma question madam." I amuse, lightening the mood.
"Silly boy, I'm fine- I just hope they have good news today." She sighs.
"No matter what happens, please don't cry, you know I hate seeing you cry." I do puppy dog eyes.
"I'll try and don't use puppy dog eyes on me young man." She grins.
"Just did whatcha gonna do bout it?" I pull a funny face.
She laughs.
"I will never understand why you kids can't just say the full words-" she raises an eyebrow and I laugh.
She shakes her head at me and we arrive at the hospital. We do the usual, sign in and wait for the doctor. I turn on my phone-
Text message from princess;
Princess
Hey thankyou for today, I really appreciate you trying to help! :)
It's okay, also look at you being all nice! ;))
Princess
I can start being mean if you'd really like!!
Oh no thankyou, I will pass but I'll miss the sassiness tho.
Delivered
"Ruel?" Doctor white calls out, I look at mum and we both stand up, we walk to his office and sit down.
"Good afternoon." Mum says politely.
"How are you?" He asks.
"I'm fine." I shrug.
"Have you had any more headache, or dizziness, perhaps muscle weakness?" He questions.
"Nope!" I reply blandly.
"I need your corporation Ruel, I know his is hard-" he try's to reassure me.
"I'm corporating and I've gotten used to it." I say.
"When I'm going to tell it straight, I looked at your records and you already had brain tumours surgery, you'll need to start chemotherapy, to prevent anymore tumours growing back." He says seriously.
Chemotherapy,one of my worst enemies yet to come. I was trying to avoid any chance of chemotherapy, I already had to shave my head off for brain tumour removal but now my hair will just fall out on its own because of chemo. It will be harder hiding it whereas I just got my bestfriend to dare me to shave my head at a party and people just thought I was crazy. None of them suspected that I had cancer. They all brought it. But now what do I do?
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Killer attitude//Ruel
Fanfic"Take a picture it will last longer!" "Maybe I will." he smirks. Madi Carson unfiltered and controlling. Ruel Van Dijk charming and reckless. She has one fear, water, she thought but what happens when losing him is her biggest one yet to come.
