Ruel looks up at me. Amber smirks at me.
I just feel like my life has just ended. My heart drops and tears stream down.
"Princess please don't cry- it's-" he stands up and walks towards me.
"Don't cry- you're an asshole- don't come near me!" I run out of the room.
My feet were moving but my body was numb. I felt nothing but pain. All the happiness he gave me was slowly escaping my body. I run all the way home and collapse on my bed.
My phone started ringing. I knew it was him. I never thought he would- I don't even like saying it. He was the first guy to make me feel like nothing else mattered to him besides me. My phone continued ringing for hours and each time I would cry harder thinking about him and his apology that would change nothing.
-few days later-
I refused to go to school. I was a train wreck, my eyes were burning from crying so much, my muscle were tight from not moving and I felt like I was going to hurl every time I choked on a sob. I just laid in bed cuddling buddy. I shut billy out because I couldn't stand to see him, he just made me cry because I missed Ruel.
23 missed calls from prince
30 messages from princeI didn't open any messages or bother ring him back.
"Buddy you would never do that to a girl would you." I kiss him and stroke his back.
The door suddenly flings open. I jump and turn around.
"Madi Grace is puking and fainting and Kayla is freaking out. I need you to come with me!!" Bianca almost shouts.
"What?! I can't go-" I realise I would have to go near him.
"Madi this is Grace and Kayla! Come on!" She almost cries.
"Okay you're right." I get out of bed.
I stay in my pjs and run to Bianca's car. We get it and she starts driving. Grace and Kayla are important to me, I needed to forget about Ruel and help my bestfriend and her sister. Its almost impossible to stop thinking about him- my mind fought behind Ruel and Grace.
We arrive at the hospital and we walk to Graces room. I walk in first, Grace and Kayla weren't there but he was.
"Madi please hear me out." He sighs.
I turn around and the door was locked. I grunt and look at him. They tricked me!
"I don't want to hear it Ruel, nothing you say will make it better." I cross my arms.
"Madi please- she kissed me. I would never cheat on you! I love you." He walks closer to me.
"You didn't pull away!" I argue.
"I did I promise. She kissed me as you walked in, I was taken back for a second then I pulled away because the only person I would want to kiss is you. Madi I don't want anyone else- just you." He starts to tear up making tear up.
"I want to go home, let me out." I turn back towards the door.
"Madi please how can I fix this?" He walks behind me.
"I don't want you near her and maybe we should just be-"
"No I will not go back to being just friends, I can't! I will move fucking hospitals for you please just don't break up with me." He blurts.
"You can't move, you have to stay here and look after Grace." I say.
And also so that he was close to me.
"I told her to stay away from me. I don't want to lose you." He starts sniffing.
"I don't want to lose you either." I start crying.
"I promise I didn't kiss her back." He steps in front of me.
"I believe you, oh gosh I love you." I hug him.
He hugs me back tightly. Both of us crying onto each other.
"I love you so much more. I missed you so much." He kisses my forehead.
"Can we not fight again? That was horrible- I mean I'm a train wreck. Look at me." I chuckle.
"Not ever again. You look beautiful no matter what princess." He smiles.
I kiss him and he cups my face.
The door unlocks and the girls walk in.
"Thankgod everything's back to normal. You can actually attend school now madi." Kayla laughs.
"Maybe I won't for the fun of it." I laugh.
-1 month later-
Everything was going perfect, Ruel was taking all his treatments well, some of his hair started to come out but they said it was a sign that chemo was reacting with his body. Amber wasn't seen after 2 weeks, I wondered where she was but I wasn't focused on her. I was on him... the only person that would destroy my world if anything happened to him.
It's scary considering he's got cancer but hope is all I had for him. He was going to fight for me and everyone he loves. He promised me.
"Uno!" I smile.
"You can't win again." Ruel sighs while putting a card down.
"You are letting me win Ruel." I put my last card down.
"Maybe I am but you will never know." He smirks.
I lean down and press my lips against his. I run my hands up to his hair. I stop feeling his hair drop down.
"Ah princess I'm going to be so ugly bald. you aren't going to be attracted to a bald me." He sighs sadly.
"No I will always be attracted to you. You are the hottest guy to exist bald or not." I kiss him again.
"Good because you would be pretty sexy bald too." He smirks.
"Are you suggesting I go bald?" I joke.
"I'm no thanks- princess I'm just saying you would be beautiful no matter what." He smiles before yawning.
"Thankyou my prince, are you tired?" I giggle.
"Kinda I had a treatment this morning." He yawns again.
"You should sleep. I'll come visit tomorrow."
"You better. Goodnight princess." He kisses my cheek.
"Goodnight Ruel." I walk out.
-the next day-
I woke up early just like I have been lately and run into the bathroom. I collapse in front of the toilet and vomit. Ugh food poisoning this week too!
What will happen next?
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Killer attitude//Ruel
Fanfic"Take a picture it will last longer!" "Maybe I will." he smirks. Madi Carson unfiltered and controlling. Ruel Van Dijk charming and reckless. She has one fear, water, she thought but what happens when losing him is her biggest one yet to come.