Hongjoong had stayed awake the entire night, waiting for Wooyoung to wake up. He couldn't believe what had happened the night before, but it would be a lie if he said that he did not like it.
The truth is that there were a lot of times that Wooyoung and him spent the night together. And Hongjoong knew that all of them had done something with the boy.
But he really wanted to know what had happened between him and San, that made him run like this. Was it so serious? The two of them never got into a fight, in fact they were the most sexually active. So, what happened?
Time was passing and Hongjoong was really bored. Wooyoung was a deep sleeper, so there was no way he would wake up on his own.
So he went and sat at the bed, and started stroking Wooyoung's soft hair.
The boy didn't seem to understand much in his sleep, but what it felt was good. He tried to open his eyes, and was startled at what he saw.
Hongjoong was just standing there, inches away from his face, petting his hair. His body bacame stiff, not expecting to have company this early in the morning.
"Morning"
What are you doing here?" Wooyoung said abruptly and rather cold, lifting himself off the bed to creat some distance.
" Whoa there, no need to be rude"
"Why did you come here?"
"I wanted to see you. I wanted to make sure that.."
"That what? That I didn't do anything stupid? Yeah thanks for trusting me" The demon said and folded his hands in front of his chest, glaring the the smaller.
"Wooyoung it's not that I don't trust you. You've done quite the stupidest things, so I had to make sure that you're safe. Now that I think about it, yeah I don't trust you" Hongjoong stood up and started searching around the room.
Wooyoung only chuckled at his words, remembering vividly his past mistakes. Trusting the wrong people, but anyway.
He looked curiously at Hongjoong, who still seemed to look around the room.
"What are searching for?"
"If you have any things left. We are leaving"
"No, you are leaving. Me on the other hand will stay here as long as I like" He said stubbornly. But the other didn't seem fazed.
"Wooyoung I didn't come all this way here just to see you sleep. So you'll come whether you like it or not"
"Make me" Wooyoung challenged. But he didn't understand right away the meaning behind those words.
Hongjoong on the other hand had other thoughts. He knew that Wooyoung didn't mean it in that way, but it seemed like a good reason to get out of there.
Without the other's noticing, Hongjoong moved quickly and lifted Wooyoung on his shoulder.
The demons screamed and cursed at the smaller but without result.
"When we get home sweetheart. When we get home"
But Wooyoung didn't want to go home. He didn't want to face anyone at the moment. He was still hurt at what happened and he didn't have the courage nor the power to do anything.
And now they were going home. And Wooyoung didn't know what he would encounter or how he could handled it.
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WarningSeonghwa was still set off. He got out of Yeosang's grip and ran to the bathroom locking himself inside. He hasnt done this since he met the demons but he needed to have this release.
He searched for the razor that he had always with him, and started making slashes on his skin of his arms until they were completely covered in cuts as blood oozed out.
Tears ran down his cheeks, showing no signs of stopping.
Someone banged on the door, and yells could be heard from outside. But Seonghwa didn't care. He didn't care that the demons were outside, telling him to open the door, or asking him what he was doing. He simply ignored them.
Now it was only him and himself. The one he hated the most. His self told him over and over again all the things that the demons might do to him. That they were just like his parents and everyone else, that they did all those things to break him.
Seonghwa didn't want to believe himself. But he didn't know what else to do. He was trapped in his own mind, his own body. He wasn't in control of himself.
The voices from over the door didn't stop and so went for the voices in his head. He closed his ears, trying to at least mute one of them.
"Seonghwa please open the door"
"No, stay away" He whispered. He was losing a lot of blood from his wounds, this made him lightheaded.
His body felt tired, he didn't have energy in him anymore.
"Seonghwa we won't hurt you. You don't have to be afraid of us" He heard from the other side, maybe Yeosang.
"Why should I believe you?"
"Because we don't want to. Why would we hurt something so valuable and precious huh?"
"I'm not any of those. Stop it. What, is this a bet, a game to you? Trying to make me open up to you and then hurt me?" He said, anger filling his veins.
"Seonghwa no.."
"Stop it! I don't want to hear anything from you" He stood up, wincing at the pressure he put on his hands. He stumbled a little, and went to the door to open it.
In front of him stood the four of them, looking at him with worried eyes, in contrast with Seonghwas cold ones.
"I came here, seemingly to relax and get away from what happened to me. And it was all perfect until you appeared. You seem to remind me way too much of my past" He stormed off, passing between them.
The sins saw the sudden change in his behaviour and got scared a little. This wasn't the Seonghwa they knew.
Yunho saw something red on the bathroom floor, and followed it, showing him Seonghwas hands. The were cut open with blood falling from his wounds.
He made a brave attempt to get closer to the boy, trying to catch his hands.
"Seonghwa your arms" But his hands was smacked.
"That's none of your business. It never was and it never will be" Seonghwa said and continued searching for his suitcase. This time it was final. He was going to leave.
He found it after some time under his bed, not touched since the first attempt. He pulled it out and stormed out of the room.
The sins watched astounded at what had happened. It all happened too fast.
Mingi was the first to broke from his daze and followed Seonghwa, who was at the door, wearing his shoes.
"You can't leave" He sad and went to grab at him, but the human pushed him away.
"I can and I will. What, is your toy getting away?" He said sarcastically.
"Seonghwa you're talking nonsense right now. Did we give the impression.."
"I'd rather save myself from that. What you show me may be entirely different from who you really are. I don't know what your plans are with me, but I won't let myself get treated like that again"
"You're being too harsh and cold now, why won't you give us a chance? We are not like those people"
Seonghwa chucked. "That's what everyone says"
And with that, took a sharp turn to leave the house.
But his face came in contact with something hard yet soft.
"What is going on here?"