Hey guys, I need to take a short break from writing this story, I feel horrible that I have to do this to you guys and myself. I have the entire story planned out and I even have most of chapter 12 written but it is not enough for me to post.
And the reason why I can't write this story and do the other thing simultaneously is because when I'm writing I put 100% of my focus into writing and I need all my focus right now.
I'm arriving at the important and big parts of this story and I want it to be full and perfect chapters because it's what we all deserve.
I wanted this book series to end a different way and by writing each chapter perfectly it's almost like I'm closer to the ending I want. Its selfish I know but it's my fanfiction and I think Maven Calore's character was perfect in a psychological way and I wanted to use more of his imagination and I wanted to highlight how strong and fearless Mare is as a queen, so I have to pay extra attention to each of their characters when I'm writing.
I'm not putting this story on hold for some stupid petty reason, I promise you that.
I feel especially terrible that their people who read this story every week and I have to do something like this. P.s thank you so much. I simply don't have it in my heart to post half ass chapter for you all. I told myself this when I began writing this story: if your gonna do this, do it properly and that's exactly what I'm going to do; write this story properly.
This is something I needed to tell you all and I know that I'm sounding too emotional for someone who's just putting a story on hold but I promised you and myself that I would get the ending I wanted and now I have to put that on hold.
I think you guys will understand that as a writer when you have to put your story on hold because you have a dilemma in front you it tears out your insides.
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The Lightning Queen
FanfictionThis Fanfic takes place after Kings Cage When Norta has 3 strong Kings (Ptolemus Samos, Maven Calore and Tiberias Calore.) The Scalet gaurd cannot break the wheel of silver Kings and Queens so the Montfort council has appointed Mare as Queen, to g...