The Heart of A Killer.

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Chapter 18 | mature content whores !!

S A V A Y | S U A R E Z

"So how did that make you feel?"

I breathed in and out as tears tried their best to come down. My anger slowly took over my body as I grew confused about what the hell was going on with me. I growled loudly as I ball my fist into my hair.

"I'm pissed, I feel as if I put my all into trying to find her, making sure she's okay, letting her get the closure she needed. And the thanks I get is all the problems I've been dealing with being thrown in my damn face."

Dr. Conner nodded, "That's good. That's a good thing that you're upset because it's a natural reaction to those who truly have an emotional wall built up."

"So why do I feel like I have to seek revenge in order to feel better."

"Because of Savay, all your life... it's been filled with people taking members of your family. Love being taken from you, the heart is broken. Them having this power over your head. So in order to not be full of fear, you'll do anything to stop it. Even if it means killing those who caused it."

I sat back slowly taking in his words as they all made sense to me.

"So, what do I do?"

"The real question is what do you want to do?" He furrowed his eyebrows

"That's the thing, I'm pissed and upset but then again we both been through hell. So I don't want to do something I know I'll later regret."

He continued to write down things as he slowly nodded smiling. "Well Ms.Suarez, I can tell you something. You've definitely grown a lot from your first day being in my office."

"Conner, you're trying to avoid my question. Give me your input."

"I think you should try your best to find her. I think if you do then you will get the closure you need, just like how you gave the closure she wanted."

"But I'm scared." I feel tears slowly coming down my face as I hiccuped. A tissue touched my hand as Conner got up to rub my back.

"Why are you scared?"

"I... I'm scared that when I find her, she'll be dead."

"There's were these sessions come into mind. Always remember to stay calm, positive, and hope for nothing but the best. Because without it your mind comes up with these bad scenarios and hallucinations that make you become so bitter and upset."

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It's been three weeks since Sydney's been missing. I've been going to Dr.Conner every day now and afterward I go to the beach to clear my mind. I and Orlando haven't even been able to spend time with each other. I always wake up before him and leave, and by the time I come back, he's either asleep or not there yet.

Gina calls my phone throughout the day, but I don't answer. I just need time to myself. Today, I and Conner had a short conversation since he had a doctor's appointment. I didn't want to go to the beach since today was cold. I went grocery shopping since we were running low on food and decided to cook tonight. Orlando deserves it since he's been working so hard and bring more money in than usual.

"Yes," I smiled when I saw Orlando's car in the driveway. Now he can get the bags.

"Babe, can you get the bags out the car and me-

I looked to see Sydney sitting there with everyone. She was covered in dirt and her hair all over the place.

"I don't if I should hug you or beat your ass for getting mud on my rug." I cried

She ran to me hugging me tightly as we both fell to the floor. "I missed you so much. Oh my god." Her cries filled my ears as she grabbed a fist of my hair bringing me closer.

I let go of her grabbing her hand running upstairs. "Here are some clothes, go take the longest bath ever. I'm about to make dinner. Don't try to leave because you're staying here for now." I kissed her cheek as she smiled

"Your safe now." Tears filled her eyes as she nodded.

I went downstairs to Gina and Tony whispering in each other's ear smiling. "Dry hump and get it over with." I mocked

I walked in the kitchen to Orlando sitting on his computer. My hands went to his shoulders as he jumped up slowly turning around. "Woah Woah, calm down."

His eyes became gentle as he breathed in slowly. "Sorry, I've been just so tense and exhausted."

"I know. That's why for tomorrow I cleared your schedule. You'll have a free day to yourself and I'm going to be right by your side."

"How did you find her?"

"Let's just be glad she's home. That's all that matters, right?"

I smiled nodding, "Right."

I began to massage his shoulders as he groaned, "This was really needed." I kissed his neck, "I know. But I need you... all of you."

His eyes grew in shock as he realized what I meant. I bit my lip as I walked upstairs. He ran behind me as he screamed at Gina and Tony.

"Don't bother us, and don't fuck on my couch!"

Orlando slowly pushed me on the bed as his kisses melted in my skin. His lips came back to my neck as I let out a long sign from holding my breath. He unbuttoned my shirt along with going lower kissing the skin that slowly showed up.

"God, your so beautiful ma." I moaned from his words as I lift up his shirt. I jumped from the chills I got from him touching my waist as he slowly pulled down my skirt.

My mind started to think of what he could possibly do. I wanted to please him, not the other way around. He deserved it, and I knew I had to make it to where I was in control. This would be a difficult task since Orlando loves being in control. This is our first time having sex and I like how he's been gentle but damn rough me, please.

I got up turning us around as he laid down on the bed with his legs hanging off it. I unbuttoned his pants as I yank them off. "Eager aren't we?" He smirked I playfully rolled my eyes

I rubbed my hand against his sex as he groaned. I kissed above his waistline while pulling his length out. I licked his tip as he bit his lip. I put all of him in my mouth as I looked at him. His eyed filled with lust as he grabbed the back of my head pushing me further down. I gagged as he groaned

"Fuck Savay." I clenched my thighs from his voice as I bobbed my head faster keeping up with his pace. He lifted me up putting me on the bed and with no hesitation put his tongue inside me.

I curled my lips as he stuck two fingers in me. He came up to my neck whispering, "These walls are soundproof, moan for Daddy baby."

I felt myself dripping down my thighs as he fingered me faster. My mouth formed an O shape realizing that I couldn't speak. He fixed himself at my entrance and slowly pushed himself further inside me.

"Fuckkkk." I moaned as the bed sheet balled up in my hand. I felt a little discomfort as I slowly got used to his size. I tightened myself around him as he groaned, "Just like that baby."

He grunted as I pushed myself back on his shaft. His hands dug into my hips. I whimpered as he grabbed my neck bringing me back towards him. "I love you so much."