The Heart of A Killer.

45.

Chapter 45 | Savay & Omari in Media😽

S A V A Y | S U A R E Z

"Hey, momma baby." I smiled tickling his stomach with my fingertips. He laughed kicking and squirming as I continued to play with him. My baby has officially turned 4 months today and I couldn't be happier.

I try my best to be around him as much as possible but I've gotten so many requests on missions since I basically took a year off the job. But the money rolling in stupid crazy behind it too so complaining is the least I could be doing.

Omari has been over there with Miranda & My dad the majority of the time. Of course, they don't mind since he and Hendrick just be having the greatest times together supposedly. Hendrick is now one and is in love with Omari.

A knock came to the door as I told them to come in. Tony walked in smiling. "My boyyyy. You getting big everyday man."

"Shouldn't you have a baby on the way by now."

He scoffed rolling his eyes, "Not with your dickhead ass cousin."

I laughed, "Oh god. What she do now?"

He started explaining and I shook my head. I mean, I can feel his pain because I was in that place once. This is somewhat way bigger. I mean this is them bringing a baby into this world, if they continuously argue and not on the same page then it's pointless.

Tony was feeding Omari while rocking him back & forth. "I just want a chance to be a father before it's to late."

"Too late? it ain't never to late."

"Savvy, you forgot what I do? It ain't no day where a nigga ain't trying to put a target on my back or making a plan to."

I nodded realizing he did have a point. & I understand completely why he's so angry and in a rush to do so.

"Look, I know where you're coming from. But communication is key. How you gone tell her to communicate then don't do it? Practice what you preach." I laughed

He chuckled while nodding. "Yeah. I won't lie, that wasn't smart to do."

"I'm telling you, having peace with one another is better than life itself."

He put Omari in the bed putting pillows around him as I did my hair. "Can you call her over here? We blocked each other."

I laughed nodding dialing her number, "Yes?"

"Get here. I got tea too-

I looked at my phone laughing. "She's on her way."

T O N Y | G O N Z A L O

Gina walked in the guest room stopping at the door. She smiled weakly. Our last argument was a month ago. We haven't talked since. I do feel bad the way I blew up at her, but she can't just say it was all my fault. She has to go half on this because she was half of the problem.

& I should've handled it way better than I did. I make mistakes, and I'll do anything to learn the truth and move forward from it.

"Wanted to talk?"

"Yeah. I want to tell you that I'm sorry but I don't regret anything I did. I can't lie, sit here, and say I didn't mean anything I said because I meant every part of it." I admitted

She nodded, "I understand that. I want to apologize for leading you on. That was overly childish and I can't get offended from you getting mad, because I know I would do the same thing."

I nodded yanking her into a hug. She sniffed and I laughed, "You're so fucking weird."

"I missed this smell." She smiled through my jacket

We sat on the bed laying down, "So have you been working on yourself?"

She nodded, "I got therapy. I realized it was me being insecure of me wondering if I would ever be a good mother along with anger built inside of me. I shouldn't make you feel my pain just because I have it."

I shook my head, "No. You make me feel every pain you have. I want to feel it so I can understand and help you. Just like how you help me move on from something I thought I wasn't capable of doing."

She smiled, "I guess we both are each other's stand to sit on when it's time."

"Of course. I'll probably be broken somewhere without you."

"I'll probably be somewhere broke without you." She laughed as I shook my head

It was a little glimpse of silence before she said something that had my complete undivided attention.

"So what should we work on first? The baby or the wedding?"

"It's up to you."

She huffed, "I want a baby first. But I feel like that's copying Savay & Orlando."

"What? they copied us. We started fucking first." We both laughed uncontrollably as she held onto me.

"Well, baby it is." She pointed

"Any option is a good one for me."

"Perfect. What do you want?"

"Um. I guess a girl. You know I want to keep a pattern between all of the kids. So since they have a boy let's work on a girl."

"Yeah. That seems fair."

"Yeah. I would say let's work on names but then we'll find out we have a boy then name it Tina or some shit."

She laughed making my heart smile. She's never smiled this much in a short amount of time. So I know she's really got the help she needed. But inside, it kills me knowing I wasn't apart of that growth tree that made her into the woman she is. That might be a good thing though, maybe she needed that space in order to get her mind together.

I can't even lie... I can be a bit of a distraction. Not even going to waste y'all time or mines trying to deny it.

We both continued to lay down and turned on the tv. She lifted up my hand caressing hers with mines then chuckled.

"What's so funny weirdo?"

"I was just thinking about something. That's all."

"What were we thinking about?"

She laughed more then smirked, "How I'm a real raw gangsta in reality if you think about it."

"& how's that ma?"

"Because of what I have."

"Which is?"

...... "The Heart of A Killer."

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