Just as unsaturated day as always. Younghyun woke up seeing the warm sun shining on his eyes, eighteen years ago he would get annoyed but it wasn't him anymore. Feeling empty every day and feeling that you are unlike others, who spend their lives by tasting emotions, made Younghyun wonder, what made him come to this. Of course, it wasn't regret, just pure confusion over an event that happened dozens of years ago.
However, he can't feel already for long years, it may be horrible to some of the individuals, but Younghyun already seemed to get used to it.
Every day, he drove to work, worked and got back home. Mostly he would work because he hasn't variety of options.
So, this day wasn't an exception. He calmly drove, successfully stopping at red lights, letting kids cross the street in a high tempo, safely. Fall breeze slapping boy's cold skin slightly, giving some kind of shiver. His dull mind won't sense but his body was still alive. His body would react to any type of contact, feel physical closeness but for Younghyun it got no matter. Kids were looking at their parents, sisters, brothers... they looked so passionate.
Oh, also, Younghyun was working for the hospital. His emotional numbness made him a good surgeon.
He would cut and rip people, calling this "helping".
Yet, no one would talk to him because he wasn't one of the most interesting talk partners. There was one guy who tried to change something in a void boy - Park Jaehyung, a nurse with glorious blonde hair, button tiny eyes, and glasses, which made him ten times more handsome.
"Hello. Mr.Kang."
Said slightly higher guy and smiled at him, as if something like this will change the blank mind of other.
"Hello."
Said Younghyun in monotone. This manner of talking and blank stare, which Younghyun would give another, made Jae shiver and upset. He just doesn't want to see someone who can't feel anything at all.
"I'm sorry to bother you Mr.Kang, but can you give a tip to my friend for keeping cut neat and clean?"
Using 'Mister' was embarrassing for Jae because he was older than Kang himself. Although, he needed tip to help his friend Wonpil, who got in a fight with his own father. Wonpil was his only good friend. This guy with light reddish hair won't even make fun of Jae's sentiments. Jae respected younger really much and witnessing his own best friend being a victim of family stereotypes and irrational rules, made his heart break into millions of Pieces.
And now Jae was standing alone in front of the coolest hearted person he has ever met.
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• 𝑪𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒔 • k.yh + p.jh •
Fanfiction-alexithymia/əˌlɛksɪˈθʌɪmɪə/ - the inability to recognize or describe one's own emotions. Younghyun just can't feel any emotions at all. His emotional numbness lasts too long for a point he can't really remember how emotions and passion taste. Even...
