"We should visit him someday."
Said Wonpil looking at Jae. He saw the disappointment older kept for about 1 year.
"Maybe you should tell him already?"
"What? Are you crazy or something? He doesn't feel the same, obviously, he rejects me!"
Jae was sad to understand that Younghyun never felt any love since he hit 8. He didn't know why he fell in love with a person no one loves.
"Why? If he can't fall in love what's the point of rejecting you?"
"Point."
He doubted Wonpil's words but he was desperate. They finally came back home and got ready for a new day. Day that might change everything.
"Hello Younghyun-ssi"
Said Jae quietly nodding and entering the room where Younghyun was working on a laptop.
"Oh hi."
They started their usual duties. Every day they did the same things. Jae was fed With all of this, Same straight face that Younghyun had, same glares that Jae gave to him but Younghyun always looked into another direction. How is Jae supposed to make him okay when all he does is look the other way?! (Billie eye-)
"Listen, Younghyun-ssi."
Jae spoke out of nowhere. His eyes met with cold dark ones. They resembled fox eyes, held mystery. They hunted Jae every morning, afternoon, evening and night.
"It'll make no sense but... I like you. And I mean I like you romantically. I can't understand why your eyes hunt me every day and I whine to my friend about you. Can't tell why I can't bear with emotions and feeling I have for you. You might think no one needs you but you are false. I need you, I like you and I love you. This year that I spent being your nurse were the most complicated in my life. I couldn't understand what I was feeling towards you. I hope it will clear up some details about my behavior."
Younghyun had to process every little word older said. His desperate tone made Younghyun feel something he haven't experienced already for a long time. Jae seemed helpless cause of falling in love with such a cold-hearted person. Younghyun couldn't tell why but he felt sorry and thought that he should've to comfort him in this confessing moment.
"I... don't even know how to respond."
Younghyun crossed brows and looked up at Jae who was standing there with tearing up eyes.
"Maybe I'll help you with your disease."
Added Jae and looked down at Younghyun. Younghyun was sure caught in surprise because of this statement.
" Maybe..." repeated Younghyun.
"have you kissed someone yet?"
Jae felt that his question was awkward enough but Younghyun wasn't the shiest about this.
"Jae-ssi, if I can't feel sympathy nor love it doesn't mean I don't kiss people."
"oh"
"Were you trying to kiss me?"
"kinda."
After hearing this word from older, younghyun leaned to a taller's face and looked into his eyes. Jae was anxious, he never panicked so much. No one was in this room and no one knew what kind of innocense happened here.
Jae was counting and from panic, he shut his eyes deeply waiting for the moment.
Younghyun's lips pressed against older's plump ones. They were even better than Jae imagined. Their lips moved in sync. Jae was more than afraid to ruin this moment so he didn't do anything. While Younghyun calmly enjoyed the feeling of gentle warmth and heat on his lips. Jae couldn't imagine how Younghyun gained so much of the experience and skills. Older just wished for this moment to last more than it did. Younghyun pulled out from kiss and stared at Jae. Seriously, how can Jae handle him when he does these glares that often. Then he calmly got out of the room to simply smoke. Jae couldn't process things that happened in the last 5 seconds. Knowing that Wonpil was the one who encouraged him to confess made older happy. Finally, something was going nice in his life.
OH MY GOD! Okay, it's happening. Everybody stay calm. K I've done it, I'm satisfied now. I hope you are enjoying this, even tho events are moving slowly👀👀
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• 𝑪𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒔 • k.yh + p.jh •
Fanfiction-alexithymia/əˌlɛksɪˈθʌɪmɪə/ - the inability to recognize or describe one's own emotions. Younghyun just can't feel any emotions at all. His emotional numbness lasts too long for a point he can't really remember how emotions and passion taste. Even...
