Ricci nodded at followed the photographer's instructions. He smiling like hell! I don't know if he likes what is going on here, but one thing is for sure. He is crazy!
Ricci moved to my side. I also moved a little. I don't want to be touch by his skin. Even though I liked him no, I loved him before, I'm still in pain. I am still in that feeling were he left me alone and hanging. I was clueless that time. He didn't even explain.
We smiled and smiled. We followed our photographer's instructions. They say I'm really good at this. But, right now? I think I'm messing up.
Why time so slow? I feel like time is not running. Parang ang bagal ng lahat. Pati yung shoot ngayon, ang bagal. Ang bagal ng oras! Bakit ba ngayon pa na kailangan ko ng mabilis na oras!? Bakit!
"Please place your hands ricci to hailey's waist."
Agad nanlaki yung mata ko! Ano? What? "What?" I unbelievably asked them. They eyes are all on me. Omaygush. Did my voice raised that much. Even ricci's eyes is on me! "No, I mean... did we have to do that? Like, Sir Carl we do have some good photos na diba?" I smilingly asked sir carl. That's the name of our photographer.
"Yes my dear. You two had some really good photos na. But, this is for the sweet section. So, please?" Sir carl said. I smiled and nodded nalang. Ayokong mapahiya no! So I have to do what is said by them.
Team also get back on their works. Hay, buti nalang. Nagulat ako nung may kamay sa waist ko! Oh, syet. Ricci touch me na. Jusko lord! I'm trembling right now and not comfortable but I'm still keeping my composure. I don't want him to think that he still affects me. We he does, and it never failed.
Ngumingiti ako ako pero kinabahan ako. Ngayon lang ako kinabahan ng ganito sa buong buhay ko. Lahat ng oras at panahon na ginugol ko sa pag momove on, nang dahil lang sa pangyayaring 'to. Nawala. Nawala lahat. Minamahal ko parin siya, pero nandun parin yung sakit. Nasasaktan parin ako.
"I'm sorry," he said while in the middle of tickle of the cameras. I was stunned! What he is sorry for? Sa pang iiwan niya sakin? Sa pagpapa asa niya sakin? Hindi ko na alam! Sa dami kasi ng kasalanan niya, hindi ko na alam kung saan siya banda nag so-sorry.
"Ahaha. For what?" Mahina kong tanong sa kanya. He moves really close to me! I can even feel his breathe. "Sa lahat," he said. Natawa naman ako at ngumiti ng todo sa camera. Letse ka.
"Ah, sa lahat pala. So, maraming sorry pala kailangan mong gawin at sabihin," I said to him. Tumango siya at ngumiti ulit sa camera.
"You're right. Actually, I'm going to start now. I am going to make up for those times I've done wrong," !ani niya. Ano? Napatigil ako sa pag tawa at ngiti sa camera.
"And this is the big news... you can't do anything to stop me doing and showing how sorry I am," he said with full of confidence. That sentence made me goosebumps! Ano? I can't do anything? Nag bibiro kaba?
"Are yo-?"
"Okay! Pack-up! So fabulous! I'm looking forward to work with you two again in the future. Bye, lovebirds!"
Hindi na ako nakatapos mag tanong sa kanya nung nag salita na yung photographer. Tska ano daw? Lovebirds? Utot! Di nga ako gusto nito eh. Love pa.
I smiled and run to the comfort room. OMG. I can't breath properly right now. Lord naman! Unti-unti nang umaayos po buhay ko diba? Bat gumugulo ulit?
I breath in, breath out. I need to relax! Kailangan ko pang mag isip ng mga isasagot sa mga mapanghusgang tanong ni joric! Alam mo naman 'yun! Hindi yon papayag na wala akong sagot.
"Hailey Tan! Labas na diyan! Kailangan na nating bumalik sa UP. Diba may klase ka pang gaga ka?" Joric said while knocking the door. Oh, shit. Putsa, may klase pa pala ako! Pusang inang 'yan talaga!
I hurry to the parking lot and searched for joric's car. I found him! I run towards him. "Tara na! Malalate na ako!" I said to him.
"Bakla, kay ricci ka nalang sumabay. May training din daw kasi siya sa UP. May dadaanan pa kasi ako," he said at pasakay na sa kotse niya.
Are you betraying me now, Joric?
Ano na?
Then I saw ricci! Playing his keys with his fingers and with that annoying smile of him!
Ito na ba ang pinaka malas na araw ko?
BINABASA MO ANG
A Promise
Fanfiction"A promise. If it's not fulfilled... then it is not a promise." 'The words kept popping in Hailey's head over and over again when she heard the name Ricci Rivero. It was because she tried to confess her love for that man before. But, it did not agre...
