Angelique
As time pass by, we are becoming more and more anxious with this shit. Patuloy akong nagpapakain sa kaba. Sa hindi mapigilang takot na baka bukas, doon na ako magpalipas ng ilang taon sa likod ng malamig rehas.
I can never afford that!
It will fucking hurt my pride.
"So, saan na tayo?" Came by the manly voice of Benj. Ubos na ang gummy bears na kanina niya pang pinagkakaabalahan.
"I really don't fucking know." Luke answered with his jaw clenching. "This Rafael is the worst shit I've ever known. Nakuha niya pang paglauran tayo!"
I sigh.
Gusto ko mang magalit. Magwala. Gumawa ng gulo. Wala akong magagawa. It was right on this moment when I realized that we've became nothing but real shit to him.
Nasaktan namin siya.
Nakasakit kami.
Nakasira kami.
We wrecked him. With our words and toxicity, we ruined him.
The least that we can do now is to just find him. We have to stop him from ending his life, not just because our names are at risks but also because he deserves better. Concluding his life with that kind of point of no return doesn't suit him. He is always meant for something great. Something . . . we tried to peel off him. Something he will, but we are too fucked up to care.
My heart is pounding so hard that I am afraid I might collapse anytime. I never been scared like this on my entire life. Dito lang, dito sa putanginang mga oras na ito ko ito naranasan. At kamalas-malasan pa, dito pa talaga sa office of the Dean.
"Sir, I have something to report." My ugly Professor started. I want to smack her effin wide mouth.
"Go on." Answered by the dean. She's a lady with indimidating aura. Maybe, it's because of her fucking eyeglass.
"One of my students caught her cheating on my midterm exam."
I look away. Sitting uncomfortably, I fucking want to just fade and erase myself to this embarassing moment.
The dean stared at me and it stabbed me right on my soul. Staring back at her seems to be an idea of self-torturing. If deadly gaze wasn't meant to be metaphorically, I am afraid that must be it.
"Why did you do that?" Came by her stern voice. Iyong puso ko ay para bang lalabas na mula sa dibdib ko dahil sa lakas ng tibok ng puso ko.
I swallowed before speaking. Wishing that I find my usual guts by doing that, "I just . . ." I was too dumb to open my fucking mouth and mumble a word when I will just conclude it with the stupid, "nothing."
"Are you kidding me right now, young lady?"
On the back of my mind, I rolled my eyes at her. Why would I fucking shit on her? She's borderline scary!
I shook my head. "No po." The po thing tastes awful on my mouth.
"I've been hearing a lot of things about you, Ms. Sy."
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Secrets Behind Finding Rafael (Published Under PSICOM Publishing House Inc.)
Mystery / ThrillerSeven teenagers who bullied Rafael Chavez, a discreet bisexual teenager, have to find and save him within twenty four hours in order to prevent him from committing suicide or else, they will be held accountable for his death. In that short amount of...
