Shantal
Time is running fastly.
Hindi ko na namalayan na pitong oras na pala naming hinahanap si Rafael.
It's bullshit.
Freaking bullshit.
Rafael is nothing but a worthless shit. Hindi ko dapat siya pinag-aaksayahan ng panahon ngayon!
Nasa kwarto ko lang dapat ako ngayon. Nag-aaral. Pinapatay ang sarili sa mga lessons na tinuro at ituturo ng mga professors namin but here I fucking am, finding Rafael in an almost lost cause!
Nasaan na ba kasi ang putanginang Rafael na 'yan?
Bakit ba kailangan niya pang i-damay ako sa kadramahan niya sa buhay?
Dahil ba 'to sa ginawa namin sa kanya kagabi?
Well, fuck him! He deserved it and I will never regret being a part of that shit.
Maiinit ang ulo, nakakunot noo akong humugot ng malalim na hininga. Right now, I found myself travelling to the faculty of our Professors.
I halted my feet when I fucking saw that certain area.
That certain area beside the door of the faculty.
It shares a formative experience with me back on my freshman year in College.
An experience that molded my insecure system to be toxic-- to be someone I never thought I'd be.
"Rafael!" I called him. Kalalabas niya lang sa faculty. Pinatawag kasi siya ng Professor namin for some unknown reasons.
With flowers and chocolate on my hands, I smile at him. "Happy Valentines Day."
"Thank you." He coldly responded after receiving my gift. Which I found cool and manly of him.
"Nagustuhan mo ba?" I made sure I will look cute with my voice.
Iyon kasi ang nalaman ko base sa na-research ko sa dating website sa Google. Cold guys love cute girls. That was the reason why I wore a cute red dress today.
"Yeah." He flashed me a small smile.
And that smile . . . that damn smile hits me so good that I almost won the Universe! Iyon lang talaga ang gusto kong makita. Iyong ngumiti siya dahil sa akin.
Iyon lang.
Sapat na sa akin iyon.
Iba talaga ang epekto sa akin ni Rafael Chavez. Unang kita ko pa lang sa kanya noong first day of school namin, na-fall na agad ako sa kanya.
He's just too attractive for me!
With his height, his almost perfect face, and his manly body, for christ sakes, he won all of my qualifications that I have for my potential first boyfriend. That was the reason why right now, I decided to court him.
BINABASA MO ANG
Secrets Behind Finding Rafael (Published Under PSICOM Publishing House Inc.)
Mystery / ThrillerSeven teenagers who bullied Rafael Chavez, a discreet bisexual teenager, have to find and save him within twenty four hours in order to prevent him from committing suicide or else, they will be held accountable for his death. In that short amount of...
