Secrets Behind Finding Rafael (Published Under PSICOM Publishing House Inc.)

7:01 PM

Dae

When I got out of that damn room, I saw Angelique and Calvin. Fucking hugging. Motherfuckingly kissing each other.

The fuck with this two?!

Nakuha pa talaga nilang mag-landian sa ganitong oras? Sa oras na tangina, lahat kami ay nanganganib?

Clenching my jaw, I chose not to mind them. Calvin won't be happy if I don't stop myself from spilling shits about his girlfriend. The last thing that I want right now is to deal with him and his fucking narrow mind.

My gaze is on the floor as I walk. Madilim ang paligid. Pero hindi ko ito ininda. The darkness started to become my family now. Nangangapa ako sa dilim. Hindi alam kung papaano makukuha ang liwanag. Kung sa paanong paraan ko muling maibabalik ang liwanag sa buhay ko.

Right now, I am in the middle of the end of my fucking future. The dead end is waving at me, telling me that once I reach it, there will be no second chances; only regrets.

Nag-lakad lang ako nang naglakad. Hindi na inalintana pa kung saan ako dalhin ng mga paa ko. At noong nag-angat ako ng tingin, agad akong natigalgalan. Umawang bigla ang labi ko. Kasabay ng malalim kong pagbuntong hininga.

Shit.

The hallway infront of the stairs.

This is the exact fucking place where the bullying started. Where me and my fucked up best friend started every shits that ruined Rafael.

On this specific dark hallways, we started to wreck him alive . . .

"Tangina naman, Anj." Pinanlakihan ko siya ng mata. It's as if I am blaming her for the effort and time that I've wasted because of her wrong fucking deductions. "Wala siya doon!"

Calvin and I directed our way to the library as fast as we can when we learned that that fucking Rafael is always there. Pero wala, tangina, wala ang gagong iyon doon.

"Maybe he is just taking a break?" Anj steady her gaze at Calvin. She is with the fucking puppy eyes. Nakakainis talaga kapag nagpapa-cute siya ng ganito sa best friend ko. Mukha siyang tanga.

I just shook my head out of disappointment. But when I realized that girls are watching me as they pass by us, my smile automatically grew as if my lips were trained to smile everytime bitches are everywhere. I wink at them. Obviously letting them know that I am fucking willing to get into their pants. All they have to do is to just fucking approach me and I will for sure fuck them so hard that they have to crave for my motherfucking dick every single time.

"Wait, that's him!" Anj suddenly said. She pointed her fucking finger at my opposite direction; where my back is facing.

When I turn my face on that direction, for no reason, I was stunned. There, I saw a guy. About the same as my height. I am fucking 5'9".

I ball my fist when the girls started to focus their attention at him. It's the kind of look that most of the girls on my department are giving me.

Holy fuck, so he is fucking Rafael? He might be the counterpart of me on this department? I can really sense that these bitches are head over heels on him. But I am fucking better than him, bakit hindi na lang nila solong ibigay ang atensyon nila sa akin?

When Calvin started to walk towards him, I followed him. Brotherhood comes first and I will fucking join him in every trouble he'll be in. Including this fucking one. This fucking easy one.

"Hey," Calvin said, and I am afraid that the enthusiasm on his tone is hiding something deadly. Some shits that this fucking Rafael will never like.