Marriage Without Love (Completed)

Chapter 24.2

Media : Adore you by Harry Styles (not related to chapter but I guess it can related to how Snow just wants to adore Will)

"Is that so?" He says seductively as he leans towards me too, his hand edging closer to my cheek.

His hand gently caresses my cheek while I panic inside...he is going to KISS me! I know I came here thinking I wouldn't mind even losing my virginity today but when it's actually come to it, I don't think I can even kiss him.

No! You have to!

You can't!

Even my subconsciousness is with me this time, I definitely shouldn't. But...what about my resolve?

His face is inching towards me, closing in the distance. I can do it.

I CAN do it!

I close my eyes with conflict settling inside my mind as I stick to my resolve.

His lips was just about to touch my lips when my hand moves on it's own and I gently push him back a little at his shoulders.

"I...ummm..I....I-" I say shocked with my ownself. Even my body wants only Will.

"Oh...maybe I was moving too fast. My bad. I am sowwy" he speaks like a kid. "But I got image to keep...could you please let me kiss you on the cheeks?" He gives me the puppy face.

He is so cutteeee.

"Okay" I say gratefully. Atleast he is not angry or anything.

His face lits up and he gives me quick peck over my cheek.

I start to blush. The place where he kissed still feels as if his lips are still there. I fidget playing with my fingers as I think of how to act now.

"You are so cute! You are blushing by a kiss on your cheeks." He chuckles loudly.

"Shut up!" I smile embarrassed. So what, huh? I haven't experienced anything like that before so of course I had blush.

This makes me realize that how differently I had have been from the start. Even in medical college where guys always tries to get themselves girlfriends, no guy ever approached me. May be it was my attitude or they didn't just find me attractive. I am not beautiful anyways.

I have always straight to the point with them when we talked regarding studies. I have always been formal and yeah, I remember ignoring boys who tried to compliment me or get to know me.

May be the defect is in me.

May be I am the one at fault.

May be I never gave anyone a chance and then no one even tried. Leading me to be a outcast among males. Well, I was quite well liked among females and I still am.

"You know, it's the first time I have kissed someone just on the cheeks when I am directly targeting them for more." He chuckles again. "And then they never blushed this hard even if I did more intimate things to them."

"What--- what are you saying?" I ask in surprise.

"Woah girl. You are surely different from what I thought you had be like when I looked at you before I came up to you. You...you are a nice girl. Beautiful and innocent." He smiles adoringly.

"Thank you. But what did you think about be before?" I ask as curiosity fill me. Though it's not that much of a puzzle if put my slutty dress and my alone make-up caked ugly self together.

"Well, I don't think that is something you had wanna know." He chuckles.

"May be I do!" I say.

"I thought that you had be arrogant and rude, totally a bitch but you are sweet and cute instead. Totally my type." He smiled.