Marriage Without Love (Completed)

Chapter 31

Media : Fool's Gold by One direction.

"FUCK!" Will groaned loudly.

"You know that was so rude! You can't just hang up when someone is talki-" I was scolding Will but my heart was in overdrive with all the words that Shane spoke. I wanted to hear what he was saying. Seriously, this guy can make anyone fall in love with him.

"Shut up!!!" Will interrupted me. He slapped his right hand on his forehead and slide it down his face in frustration. "I HATE it!"

"What are talking about when you were so rude with him? What do you even hate?" I yelled.

"You!" He blurted out.

My expression dropped the second he spoke that. The goofy grin-smile that had been gracing my lips and being from Shane's kind words shattered in a second.

Hate?

That's a strong word.

I don't usually use it for anything. Because of the strong emotion the word entails. I say I dislike things but never have I used the word 'hate' except for a person or two who literally deserve much more than just the word.

I never ever in my wildest dreams thought that someone could hate me, especially Will. Lots of people dislike me. Hell, I didn't have a single friend in my past who liked me. Why I think so? Because I could only catch jealous or dislike-taunting feelings from them.

I don't know what is there to be jealous about. If they think my always happy smiling face is a real one, they are really naive as no one in this world is without a worry or sadness. It's just that some don't showcase their feelings.

Why does Will hate me?

How could he not? *Evil laughter*

'You are dangerous like a slow poison'

'absolutely no qualities. What redeeming do you even have?'

'Don't kid yourself. You can't make anyone happy.'

'your mom is beautiful and your dad is handsome. What happened to you?'

'Fucking ugly!'

'Rotten personality. No character.'

The words started spiralling in my head with the all familiar voices and disgusted faces. Arghhhhh-

"No, you are misunderstanding!" Will exclaimed. "I didn't -"

"Ohhh!" I gasped and interrupted as I realised that Will was here infront of me. I feel especially vulnerable today. Shit! Think about it later. Later.

"It's alright. I know you hate me but you are still here for me!" I tried to bashfully smile as I tried to look proud but I don't think it came out that good.

I wanna cry.

But I won't.

"NO!!! You got it wrong. I meant to say that...I hate the fact that it was Shane who made your facial expression like that." He said as he shifted to floor on his knees in front of me and clasped my hands in tight but warm embrace. "I think I like you....no, I am confused a little right now but I like you." He spoke sincerely.

Don't play with my heart and mind, Will.

Yeah he probably means that as a friend. I shouldn't get my hopes up.

"Oh! So from hate to like now. I like that." I spoke in same bashful voice again but this time, I was literally a little bit happy. He doesn't hate me! He likes me!