Marriage Without Love (Completed)

Chapter 28

Media : Falling by Harry Styles (my favourite celebrity 😝. Who's urs?)

"I said stop!" He grabbed my hand and before I could say anything, he continued "I will leave him!" He said panicked.

"What the fuck, Will?" I yelled shocked then realising his panic driven words, I calmed down. "Okay okay.......let sit first." I said as I pressed my forehead with my right hand.

We were back to our previous seats. I can't deny that there was happiness and hope like feelings bubbling in me though I knew that it was pretty much meaningless.

"Mark loves you so much and he is right here. How could you say that? He was even trying to calm and support all throughout our talk by caressing your hand! Stupid idiota!" I scold him, asking in disbelief.

"Sorry Mark. I was just panicked so I said whatever I thought should say to stop her from leaving. Anyways, I said that because I know she will never ask me to do so." He looked at Mark apologetically but his gaze was back to me. "I felt today like you were saying 'goodbye' for like 'forever' so I kinda became desperate."

For a moment, I could only stare at him in awe. How did he come to know that?

"How is that possible? Are you crazy? I am your best friend. I will always be there for you. I have got your back b-bro." I soon regained my composure. I desperately said the word 'bro' though it hurted like a sword sliced through my heart like a hundred times but I think it somehow will suit well with Mark. I don't know what he might be thinking about all this.

"I know that but I want you to stay here, with us." Will said, assertive yet again.

"I don't want to. I wanna live with my boyfriend and I don't want to interfere with your relationship anymore. I don't like being the third wheel." I laughed humorlessly. "It will be best for us. I will visit often so you won't feel like I am not there." I said with sincerity though the truth could be different but it stands as truth for now as my intentions are the same.

"If you can't have a boyfriend, then you obviously can't move out. You will stay here!" Will said with finality.

"Even if I don't date, I don't wanna ruin your relationship by getting in between. And more importantly, dating is my decision to take. I am not asking for your permission as you have no say in this." I said bluntly.

"You are staying here!" He asserted again.

"Ughhh.....You seriously don't get it, right? Okay then. Will, I have NEEDS too." I said as I get embarrassed to say something like this. Obviously I can't tell him how many times I have played with myself. I look at my lap in embarrassment.

"What needs? I am fully capable of taking care of all your needs!" He yells again, without thinking or does he want to bully me even more?

"E-eh-erm....I mean- I...the needs that only a boyfriend can satisfy." I blurted out, head still cast down and face probably red with embarrassment.

I can't deny that a small smile also tinged my face because of his earlier said words. I look through my lashes up to see what expression he is showing now but as soon as I look up, I see Mark with an angry expression heading towards me.

He walks to me and grabs my collar as he shoved me on the couch so that he was howering over me with his left leg propped on the couch. "You bitch! How dare you try to seduce my Will?" He spoke in anger with face red in rage while he tore my black shirt as he applied shear force with his hands on the collar of my shirt. He left the torn flaps wide apart as he glared down at my body. I couldn't even react as I lied there frozen with my eyes wide in shock and my mouth open agape.