Marriage Without Love (Completed)

Chapter 14

Media : You are the reason by Calum Scott

I was getting back home now. The time I spent out at Ale's house was a good experience and helped me think clearly about things with Will. I think it's time I leave his house for good. Ofcourse that is after making sure that he will be able to take care of himself after I leave. This staying away from him has helped me clear my usually foggy mind. I have made my decision. To save myself from getting hurt and to leave him alone to live his life peacefully without interference.

I was sitting in metro and chatting with my new online friend. We met at mangago.me site which offers the facility of reading mangas, voting, commenting and personal chatting.

It all started with a heated argument over Larry (Louis Tomlinson x Harry Styles) & Zarry (Zayn Malik x Harry Styles) but at last we came to realise that it's both probably. We were right in our own ways and they were just the ships we made, as we all know two of them are dating women and one is even married with children. Well, one is still allowed to have fun by remaining clueless & shipping them senseless!

LarryStylinson (Online friend) : I think my friend loves a gay guy.

Zarry4ever (Me) : Okay...so what's the problem in that?

LarryStylinson : My friend is a girl!

Zarry4ever : Do you love her?

LarryStylinson : of course I do!

Zarry4ever : I thought you were gay!

LarryStylinson : I love her as a friend!

Zarry4ever : Ohhh...

LarryStylinson : oh yeah! So what should I do?

Zarry4ever : Nothing. It's her choice. The heart wants what it wants. You can't help in whom you fall in love with.

LarryStylinson : Hmm...I agree but still...I don't want her to get hurt.

Zarry4ever : I told you, you can't help it. It's her choice to get hurt. Sometimes it's even good....

LarryStylinson : My friend is not masochistic.

Zarry4ever : It's not like that. If the one she loves is happy, even if that happiness doesn't involve her...it's okay. It is somewhat happiness for her. Love is like that.

LarryStylinson : Woah! That is something deep. You didn't even take time to type the reply.

Zarry4ever : Well, what can I say? I understand her.

Zarry4ever : And yes, before you ask me, I am in that kind of situation. It's painful but more gleeful since the one I love is happy I guess. I don't know but it's just that it's okay. Okay. Yeah.

LarryStylinson : Okay? May be I can't understand this feeling but I will try to do something anyways. I gotta go now. Will talk to you later. Bye.

Zarry4ever : Bye.

Thank God there is someone else there with problems like that. Though I feel sad for that person but for me.... It makes me feel so refreshing; fills me with determination and with a new spirit to keep holding on. To carry on with what I am doing. She is doing the same. Feeling the same. These conflicting feelings messes with my head and I don't wanna feel any. I know she doesn't want to too.

*Next station is _____(imagine any place you want, where you live). The doors will open on the left. Please mind the gap.* Announcement occurs.