How can I ever say goodbye?
It's just so sudden, we both know why
I'm trying to calm myself not to cry
But what can I do? I just can't lie.
Where to start? I know now! From T...
I was just so bored that I didn't like what I see
And then there's this profile that's just nothing but ordinary
What makes it special are those eyes...so droopy!
I saw the Bio and a thought dawned on me
"It's nice to be seen." Oh, yeah, let's see!
It was after Christmas but I didn't feel merry
Your simple "Hi!" made me feel happy.
The first time I talked to you, I knew we'd click
We both love dark-themed psycho-thriller movies
There's a mystery I wanted to unravel, geez!
I never knew what we would have will be so sick!
I got so afraid that you'll be like the others
See me as a toy or trash or someone to pass the time
I was also afraid that you'll be hurt like the others
You know my story, the blackmail that tastes like lime
The first time I saw you, I felt the compatibilities
From the way we laugh or talk or kiss
When I look at your droopy eyes, I just see you
It's quite inexplicable, but I know it's the real hue.
We had some plans that I got excited about
For the first time in a long time, I planned things out
In my mind, we're holding hands by the beach
Or dancing while kissing while we're within our reach.
But then fate intervenes as I always say
People have powers they use in an evil way
They made you decide to quit and go so far away
Far away from me, I feel nothing but dismay
I wanted to help you but I don't know how
I wanted to see you but time won't allow
So, I decided to make this poem for you
Because I'm afraid that you'd forget me out of the blue
So please tell me, just tell me, how can I say goodbye?
My day wouldn't be complete without your "good morning" and "good night"
So instead of goodbye, I'll tell you something else
I'd tell you "I wolf you" but better check the title instead.
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Accommodation Villa 8, Al Rayyan Qatar
30.01.2020 10:19 pm
I was thinking to write another story but there's so much going on in my plot so I just decided to make a poem about the ingenue's monologue so I won't forget it just in case I wanna write the story in the future.
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