Friends' Lives (Sam & Dean Winchester)

Chapter 28

This one will be a bit longer, sorry 🥺👉🏻👈🏻
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It's been a year. One year since the accident, and a lot has happened since then. Thankfully a month after what happened, Jass was released from the hospital and it took her a while, but she recovered.. physically. She still hasn't gotten over the baby, it still hurts thinking about her and Dean's lost child but she's learned to be stronger and so has Dean.

Ray was released from the hospital as well and recovered quicker than Jass. Both Sam and Dean were there for their loves as they healed. Honestly? This year has been hard for the group but together they got through it. Now they all came out stronger.

After losing the baby, the couple took their time to grief and mourn the little one. Sometimes they still grief their child whenever they're alone. But after a while Dean wanted to try again, he wants to have a baby.

But after what Jass went through, she can't, she won't do it again. She just doesn't feel like she can do it anymore. She doesn't want to ever have to deal with the loss of a child again.

Dean decided to give her space, not wanting to force her into anything. He would never do that. It's been a hard year and they're finally at a good place, he wants it to stay that way.

Speaking of, Sam has been planning something, for quite a while. He's been thinking about it a lot and now that everyone's finally in a good place, he couldn't think of a better time to do it.

He wants to propose to Ray. He's been with her for a year and some people might say it's too early. But in their case? They should've done all this a long time ago and they would have if it wasn't for their shyness they would have.

He's just been waiting for the right moment to do it, and now seems like the perfect time. Sam even wanted to ask her after 6 months of a relationship, but Dean told them, they should take their time and don't push themselves into it.

Sam heard to his brother and decided to wait, until now. He's ready and he feels ready more than ever. He wants to take the next step, he finally wants to marry the love of his life.

Honestly Ray has been thinking about it too, but she didn't want to push him like he has to do it. So she has never said anything. They're together for one year and three months, this time was the best time they ever had together.

Milo, their dog, has made them think more about kids. They take care of him, like it's their child. But they both don't want to have kids before marriage, so that's one reason too why Sam wants to propose.

Ray and Jass hasn't talked a lot after the accident, Jass wanted to be alone for most of the time. She hasn't talked to Dean for a while too, she just wanted to process things on her own.

She also fought with him when he asked her if they could try again. She felt like he already forgot about their unborn child. Of course they slept with each other, but Jass begged Dean to use a condom since she didn't want to get pregnant.

Deep in her mind Jass wants to try again, but it still hurts so much. Just because of that stupid truck driver, who was drunk and crushed into her right side, made her lost the baby.

It's for her even harder, because she was the one, who carried the baby and she wasn't able to protect it. Sometimes she still blames herself for loosing the baby, but Dean always tells her it's not her fault.

Jass being distant hasn't only affected her husband, but it affected her best friend too. It hurts Ray so much to see Jass like this and not being able to help.

She doesn't bring the topic up because she doesn't want to hurt Jass. Sometimes she thinks Jass might blame her for the baby and that's why she doesn't want to see her. But she knows better than that.