Friends' Lives (Sam & Dean Winchester)

Chapter 14

Written by me & destiels_sidewalk
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The next morning Sam wakes up and sees Ray in his arms smiling down at her, but then the events from last night run through his head. He feels awkward for pecking her lips, but she pecked his lips too?

He's so confused, he doesn't know how to feel, except feeling awkward. Did he ruin their friendship with this?

His thoughts are interrupted by Ray stirring in his arms. He closes his eyes again and pretends to be asleep, not wanting this to be more awkward.

Ray slowly opens her eyes and smiles to herself as she feels Sams arms wrapped around her, she notices they're on the couch and begins to wonder how they got there in the first place.

As she remembers what happened she closes her eyes, cursing at her drunk self. "Shit." She whispers to herself as she feels her heartbeat quickens. She's always wanted to kiss Sam, but not drunk.

She hopes he doesn't recall anything and slowly gets out of his grasp. She walks into her room and closes the door behind her as she leans on it, afraid their friendship might be ruined.

He lets out a relieved sigh as she gets up and gets up as well. He notices Milo walking towards him and smiles at the little buddy as he picks him up. He walks towards his room and opens the door, quietly closing it after he has walked in.

He plops down on his bed and looks at the ceiling. What if she doesn't want to be his best friend anymore? What if she thinks he's an idiot for kissing her?

He sighs and growls into his pillow, covering his face with it. The more he thinks about it the more he gets crazy, he needs to talk about it with someone, his brother. Maybe his brother could go with him to the park, because he has to go outside with Milo.

He takes out his phone and dials his brother's number. A few seconds later his brother picks up, "What's up?" Dean asks as he and Jass watch a movie.

"C-Can I talk to you, outside? Could you go with me and Milo to the park?" Sam asks him a bit shyly. Dean frowns slightly, "Dude you're alright?" "Yeah, just...please." "Alright." Dean says and hangs up.

Dean tells Jass, that Sam wants to talk about something and she nods in understanding. He unwraps his arm from her and grabs one of his hoodies, taking it on.

He pecks Jass lips and promises her, they'll continue as soon as possible, he's back. Jass smiles and brushes it off as she start to watch the show she watches.

Dean walks into the hallway and takes on his shoes before leaving the apartment. He knocks at Sam's door and Sam almost immediately opens the door with Milo.

Sam and the dog exit the apartment, "Dude, what's so important?" Dean asks him as they walk downstairs to the front door of the building.

Sam doesn't answer or talk to him until they approach the park with Milo. "I kinda kissed Ray." Sam speaks up 10 minutes later.

Deans eyes widen and he almost stops in his tracks. "Y-You what?" He says in shock, he shakes his head as he calms himself down. "I- I mean, did she kiss you back?" He asks, hoping she did. He just wants his brother to be happy.

Sam gulps. "Well she didn't stop me, and well... after I kissed her she gave me a peck on the lips." He says nervously and Dean pats his back, proud of his brother.

"I'm happy for you, Sammy." He tells him genuinely happy, but notices Sam is still upset. "Why the sad face though?" He asks curiously.

"W-We were both drunk, she probably didn't even know what she was doing when we kissed." He says and decides to sit down on a park bench, needing to relax a little. He let Milo off his leash and gave him the freedom to play with other dogs as he talked to Dean.

"I- I probably just ruined my friendship with her, didn't I?" Sams groans out in frustration as he stressfully runs his hands over his face.

Dean feels bad for his brother and smiles sympathetically at him. He knows Ray likes his brother and he's always been waiting for them to get together. But this one time they kissed, they were drunk which has not only Sam, but Ray confused. Dean's sure of it.

He sighs and places a hand on his brothers shoulder, who has his face buried in his hands, "Did you at least talk to her about it this morning?" He asks.

Sam shakes his head and looks over at his brother, "She went to her room and locked the door, I never got the chance to really talk. Plus it would just be awkward." Sam says in a defeated voice.

"Well if you don't talk about it, it'll stay awkward, Sammy." He advices his brother.

Sam sighs and stressfully runs a hand through his hair. "I- I know you're probably right, just give me some time ok?" He says and Dean nods, giving Sam a supportive pat on the back before leaning back on the bench and watching Milo.

After Dean has left Jass snuggled into her blanket and pillows as she watches Prison Break. But her comfy moment is interrupted as she hears someone knocking at her door.

She groans and sighs as she throws the covers away to get up. She grabs one pair of her joggers and takes them on before walking into the hallway.

She opens the door and frowns, itching her head softly, "Ray, what are you doing here? You could have just come in with your key." Jass sighs as she walks away from the door and back into her bed.

Ray rolls her eyes slightly as she closes the door, she hates when Jass is in her lazy mood, because she's too lazy for anything. Ray follows her into the bedroom and plops down next to her.

Jass takes a sip of her water, "Sam kissed me-" and in this moment Jass spilled all the water on the floor as she begins to cough. "He what?!" Jass almost shouts.

"He pecked my lips and I pecked his and now it's awkward." Ray says with a slight frown. Jass smiles happily as she hears her saying that, but her smiles fade as she notices Ray's frown. "Did you guys talk?" Jass asks as she stands up to get a towel. "No, we didn't." Ray shouts so Jass hears her in the bathroom.

"But you wanted it right?" Jass asks as she comes back into the bedroom with a towel and cleans the floor.

Ray sighs, "Of course I wanted it, I've wanted it for so long it's just.. not while we were drunk. I mean Sam probably regrets everything. He wasn't even in his right mind when he kissed me."

Jass drops the towel to the floor and sits down next to Ray on the bed. "You'll never know till you ask him." She states softly.

Ray covers her face with her hands stressfully and leans back on the bed, laying down. "I know, but what if he doesn't want to talk about it? And our friendship is ruined for good?" Ray says, her voice a little muffled by her hands.

Jass scoffs, "Oh please, listen hun you guys have the best friendship I've ever seen and you won't let a little kiss get in between the two of you." Jass says as she takes Rays hands away from her face, making her look at Jass.

Ray looks up at Jass and whines in frustration before turning to her side, not wanting Jass to see her.

For once in her life, Ray is actually, genuinely scared and this worries Jass. She sighs and places a hand on Rays shoulder. "Ray I've known you since forever, you don't have to hide from me." She assures her, knowing how much Ray likes keeping her strong face on.

She slowly turns over and faces Jass again with a small smile, "I- I don't know what to do, I mean if it was anyone else I'd be fine but this is Sam." She says weakly.

Jass gives her a small smile and massages her shoulder. "It's okay hun, just relax for now and gives yourself time to think alright?"

Ray nods and decides Jass is probably right. Jass decides to continue the show she's watching, in an attempt to get Rays mind off the situation and it helps for a while.