Perfect Chaos || An Eminem Fanfiction

Chapter 13. Marshall Mathers

"I love you"

Ella widened her eyes.

Marshall started to regret the words instantly.

Maybe he shouldn't have said shit, Shaking his head.

Fuck, why the fuck would she love you back? You're trash man... you're gonna ruin it with your verbal diarrhoea...

Ella blinked, once gaining her composure back she kissed him again.

"I love you too..." Ella said quietly.

Marshall couldn't contain the smile he was trying to hide.

"I'm gonna move out" he blurted out "I've been looking at a new place to buy, I can't keep living like this and sneaking about with you, I want you to be able to come stay at mine"

Ella just shook her head leaning into his chest.

What a fucking mess this was already.

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Marshall sighed pressing the buttons on the sound board.

It had been a week since the last night at Ella's before he had to give into Paul's bitching and get back and focus on the studio.

Ella had to get back to work sometime.

The good news was that his divorce was going through and the new house was getting finalised and he couldn't fucking wait to move, he'd been staying at the hotel.

One thing was for sure, and that was he couldn't wait to see Ella.

He'd been talking to her on the phone but it wasn't the same, he missed staring into her eyes and getting lost.

Tonight she was coming to the hotel to spend the night and he couldn't wait, it would be like when they first met.

He couldn't believe he was in love again, and it was a different kind, no where near the love he had for Kim.

There was nothing harsh and poisonous about it.

He reminded himself that he would take Ella to the next event if she was ready.

She was still dealing with shit too, her crazy ex kept popping up and Marshall was waiting on a location so he can get some of Trick's boys to curb stop him out of her life.

Marshall checked the time, it was nine in the evening and Ella would be heading over to the hotel soon.

He started shoving his pen and notebook back into his backpack and threw it over his shoulder.

"Where you going?" Paul said walking into the studio.

"To the hotel, I'm beat, I been at this a week straight man, I just wanna rest my eyes"

"Ella coming over?" Paul smirked.

"Yeah she is" Marshall said with a coy smile.

"Don't let it become a distraction like last week"

"She ain't a distraction, she's my girlfriend, don't speak about her like that, your hear me?" Marshall huffed.

"Right, does she know she's your girl?"

"Uh I haven't formally asked yet..."

Paul laughed at his friend and business partner, sometimes this kid really did worry him.

"Go, but quit fucking around, this album has a deadline"

Marshall nodded and walked out the door jumping into his SUV and heading to the hotel.